Tuesday, June 21, 2005 ♥
x .BBQ. x ♥ 11:58 PM
haf fun at the BBQ jux now..
food was almost finish..
but i didn't eat any..
i m too sad to eat..
=(..
anywaes..
the BBQ started at 4.30..
den raining lorhx..
so sway de..
haix..
den start fire le..
den wait ferr awhile lorhx..
den suddenly alot of smoke..
den i breathe in too much le..
suffocate ferr awhile..
almost fainted..
phew..
haix..
den actually thinking of ending life de..
dun wan better..
haix..
den start BBQ lorhx..
mother's fwens & relatives..
haix..
den entertain dem lorhx..
den dunno y..
suddenly mood not gd..
feel very very sad..
den cum up house..
SMS kor lorhx..
n chat awhile..
den listen to BOA's waiting..
a romantic but sad song..
den went down again..
drank beer..
den continue to BBQ..
den i skip dinner lorhx..
nv eat anything..
no mood to eat..
haix..
now is 12.07 AM..
every1 should be sleeping le bahx..
of cox lorhx..
haix..
sho sad..
sch is re opening..
post another 1 later..
buaix..