i`m tired from all those cryings .
my eyes is already swollen .
i look like a zombie .

i really have the heart to let go but i can`t bear .
what`s pulling me ?
yes .
its those memories .

i really don`t know how to face him tomorrow .
i know i will always hide in a corner .
those hurting words that he said is still in my brain .

why can he let go so easily ?
is that really his true self ?
i know he will find himself a stead very quickly .
i experienced it before once and i know history will repeat itself .

a friend ?
8 months plus le .
say let go jiu let go .
i`m not that kind of person who can let go of thing so easily .

blame me .
blame myself .

letting go may be the best choice .
i will respect your decision and will slowly heal .
time is what i need .

i won`t let all this affect my O's .
i`ll still score and score even better than how i used to be .
i`ll stop being naive like how i used to be .

i`m pulled back from the dreams into reality .
true love won`t exist and i`m still too young to experience it .
well ,
i won`t regret this time because i`ve already done my best .

i`ve done my part to cherish you ,
to contribute into this relationship ,
to make up for everything ,
& yes ,
we`re not meant to be together .

28o2o6 - o91oo6 & o912o7 - 23o8o8 .

有缘无分 .
i`ll just take everything like a dream and i`ll stand up from where i fall .

i hope all my true friends will give me their fullest support in this decision made .
nevertheless ,
those memories will be etched forever ,
as they make me grow up .

no fear ,
no more tears will be shed again .

i hope that all of you will be there when i need a listening ear .
(:

i`m proud to say that .

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我长大了 !
:D

sigh .
why cant there be 48 hours per day instead of just 24 hours ?
it is inadequate for me as work seems to be never ending .

i failed my poa test .
has been a long time since i failed poa ,
the 2nd test that i`ve ever failed ba .
disappointed was how i feel .
but i can only blame myself .

never mind ,
i`m determine to work hard .
(:

off to work ~

had already submitted coursework part a .
that means that i`m still left with less than half of f&n to fight with .
coursework stands 6o% ,
& theory stands 4o% .

i hope that i could at least get a medium band for coursework ,
so that i can still achieve an A2 .
(:

anyway ,
caught money no enough 2 yesterday @ jp with my parents .
its far from what i expected ,
as i think there's no link behind .
other jack neo's film is much more better .

my leg had recovered already ,
but i`m down with a severe flu .
):
oral's next tuesday and i can`t afford to fall sick now .

i pray hard that i will get well by today .
i don`t want to have my oral to be postponed .

shall end here .
(:

will be having english 'O' level oral next tuesday .
but ms lee won`t be in school for this whole week due to family matter i think .
=\
how great uh .

pretty weird .
i`ll get restless easily this few days .
always feeling sleepy .
& yes ,
i feel stress up easily too .

prelims and O levels is nearing .
i MUST score well .
definitely .

oh ya ,
i attained a b3 and a merit for chinese .
will not be retaking it again ,
as its purely a wastage of time .
to me ,
its pretty good as my standard is always between Bs and Cs .
getting a b3 this time round already satisfy my desire :D

well ,
as long as there are no Cs in my result slips ,
i`m contented enough .
aiming for a few As ,
hope that i can achieve it .

i hurt my leg again this morning ,
like how i hurt it last year .
damn ,
it hurts .
will not be going to school tomorrow .
but will be going in the afternoon as tomorrow's the deadline for submission of coursework part a .

i shall get going ,
better complete my evaluation and off to bed (:

hmms .
finally there's a long weekend .
:D
but i still didn`t study much .
):

went out to celebrate weihaw's advanced birthday on o8.o8.o8 .
nice date uh !
a short celebration .
skipped school .
:D
met up @ 11 and went to cineleisure .
ate @ hongkong cafe .
i like the food there ! (:
walked around and i went to meet my mummy @ paragon .
home-d @ around 4 .

taking picture of who ?


peiying ! :D


hana yori dango finals :D o9.o4 ! o9.o4 ! ❤


spent the whole of saturday studying and doing tuition homework .
managed to complete 2 maths paper , 1 chemistry and 1 physics paper .
do till i`m going crazy .
RAWRRRRRRRRRR .
a boring national day indeed .
but the fireworks was indeed pretty .
:D

sunday was spent purely on tuition ~
sacrificing is needed for good results ! :D

& i spent the whole afternoon baking today .
hoho .
pretty fun though tiring .
:D

school's reopening tomorrow and i`m scared .
because the 'O' level mother tongue results will be released @ 12 tomorrow .
OMG OMG .
wonder how i fare .
=\
a B is enough !
* pray hard ~

hope i`ll be able to sleep well tonight .
):

currently watching this every saturday .
the vineyard man .
its funny ! :D


realised that by2's song are pretty nice .
we should support fellow singaporeans !
bye ~

'O' level mother tongue result will be release on the 12th of august (next tuesday) .
AHHHHH DIE !
i`m scared sia .
i hope that i can at least attain a B4 ,
or worst come to worst ,
a C .

although chinese is not my priority ,
but at least i want a nice result slip .
):
but since everything has already been finalised ,
so be it .
i`m scareddddddddddddd .
):

will most probably be going for the taiwan trip with scouts .
expensive siaaaa .
$1650 + for 1o days .
i`m going :D

as days past ,
i`m getting more and more stress .
looking at the number of days to 'O' levels ,
i can only work hard and CHIONG AH :D

sigh .
O's is coming and yet i cannot focus on studying .
my mind kept on wander off even before i can start studying .
):

what happened to me ?
i just hope to score well and move on .
):