got the feeling to blog now ,
so i think i shall post a short one .

had geography paper today ,
& i didn`t manage to finish the paper .
i knew the answers to the questions ,
except for the landforms thing ,
which i barely even studied .
:X

hope that my development question can at least help me to attain at least a pass .
(:

oh ya ,
i nearly failed chinese .
shall not reveal how much i got .

* ta-dahs !

我累了 ,
我真的累了 ..

what should i say ?
disappointed ?
happy ?
elated ?

hais ,
i really cannot find any words to describe my feelings now .
thinking back ,
i suddenly find myself overwhelmed with emotions .
felt like crying ,
but nothing comes out .

laughing ?
i can`t even bring myself to laugh out .

should i blame u for scolding me because of that matter ?
should i blame u for always accusing me because of that ?
should i blame u for believing them instead of me ?
should i ?

reading those chat logs of urs .
i don`t know what word i should use to describe myself .
a fool ?

what should i do ?
i don`t even know .

因为他们 ,
我们闹成这样 .
就连现在 ,
我们连一句都很少讲 .
我该怎么办 ?
是怪你 ,
还是什么呢 ?

if i were to ask u this question ,
in ur heart now ,
are they more important ,
or am i more important to u ?

perhaps ,
i will get an answer that i loathe .
i doubt i can ever get an ending that i hope for .
its all impossible .

fate ,
its always playing a trick on each and everyone .

in the midst of mugging for tomorrow's geography paper .
that was all craps .
don`t even bother to view my source or whatever .

说到这里 ,
我的心感到一阵，一阵的刺痛 .
hais ..

放开手 - 牛奶

把回忆封锁在遥远的地带
提起勇气去面对新的未来
已不能做什么
只能交给命运去安排
可能有些事我们都看不开

为什么要失去才懂得珍惜
后悔却压抑不了倔强的心
心灵那么接近却又不近
被误解隔离
能否找一个方式说对不起
放开手要迎接新的未来
可怜的我却还是依赖
你的爱我永远不忘怀
共度的日子锁在脑海
最后演变成相互伤害
相信我们彼此都感慨
感情变质了默契却还在
哦～
啦啦啦...
说不出口的悲哀
不愿离开
一个人独自承受快乐悲哀
已不能做什么
只能交给命运去安排
可能最终注定我们要分开
默契却还在

this song is uber nice !
i think this song can describe my feeling now best .
haha .

i`ll be on hiatus till exams are over .
so yup ,
stay tuned bahhs .
haha .

having tuition soon .
bye ~

要放开手 ,
有那么容易吗 ?

didn`t attend school today .
yup .
i`m sick .
):

the doctor said that its due to me ,
everyday sleeping late .
i seem to fall sick so easily .
T-T

went to the singapore power building just now .
took the energy conservation test .
aiyaaaaaaaa .
no hope lers larhhs .
either fail or pass .
=\

everybody's test was different .
they are so clever lorhhs .

i`m going to mug hard for 1st paper tomorrow ,
chinese .
pray hard that the medicine won`t knock me down .
haha .

i shall get going now .
bye .

难道我们真的没有希望了 ?

BAHHHHHHHHHHHH !
i`m sick .
):
fancy being sick when exams are just around the corner .

POA test today ,
should be able to pass .

ate panadol just now and i slept for like 2 hours .
hoho .

should i go to school tomorrow ?
there`s energy conservation course / test tomorrow .
& i`ve just completed the home audit worksheet .
have not study for the test yet .
haha .

till here ,
bye .

我不喜欢那种陌生的感觉 ..

reading those email of yours ,
those sms that i saved ,
thinking about those past ,
i`m smiling deep down inside .
the feeling is so sweet .

but at the same time ,
it do hurt a little .

haha .
that was random .
its time for me to sleep .
bye .
:D

我爱你！

i`m gasping for air .
AHHHHHHHHH !
there are a lot of homeworks recently ,
& i can feel the stress coming already !
i could hardly breathe .
):

just taking a short break from the piles of books to post .
heh .
i screwed up chemistry re-test today !
AHHHH !
i forgot what is the chemical formulae for sulphuric acid !
H2SO4 .
AHHHHHHHHH !
dumb me .

POA test tomorrow ,
& i shall stop here .
back to my books ,
i`m such a geek .
haha .

* waveeeeeeeeeeees ~

有希望吗 ?
时间能冲淡一切 ..

didn`t post for the past few days .
so ,
will post today instead bahhs .

15.o9

scouts meeting in the morning .
did pioneering but it somehow rained heavily after we were tying halfway .
after that ,
meeting was damn fun and hilarious .
shall not elaborate much on it .

dined @ mac after scouts .
went home after that .
supposed to have tuition but i postponed it as my teacher was late for like an hour ,
& we need to go to my mummy's friends house for some sort of celebration .
so yup ,
headed to her house ,
ate a little due to the heavy lunch earlier on .
played catching there .
:X

went home @ around 1o .
mummy's friend drove us home .
supposed to wake up to fetch my papa from the airport ,
but i overslept and only woke up @ around 4 .
:X


16.o9

woke up early in the morning and went out for breakfast .
came home after that and had tuition .
it was purely all on maths .
did chinese assessment after tuition ended .

bathe and went out @ around 5 .
papa went to make 2 pairs of spectacles as he dropped his in china .
ate @ swensens after that .
the food was pretty average .

walked around after that ,
& we went to westmall .
bought my sister's heels ,
walked around and went back home .

17.o9

mdm rezwanna didn't come today ,
& we had 4 periods free again .
:D

then lessons lessons and lessons ,
went jp after school .
ate and walked around ,
& i went home .

hais ,
FYE is like coming in 2 weeks time ,
& mother tongue exam will be on this friday .
there's a lot of homework to be completed ,
& there's chemistry re-test tomorrow .

i`m feeling so lethargic .
):
have not been sleeping well for the past few days .
need to sacrifice my sleep today lers .

i shall get going now ,
bye .

i have a feeling that our family is getting to separate .
i don`t want that to happen .
fcuk off ,
B-I-T-C-H !

hohoho ~
i`m damn sleepy man .
fell asleep @ the sofa just now .
:X

went jp after school with quack and cat .
ate @ ljs .
train-ed to bukit batok after that .
went to westmall and walked around with my cat .
bus-ed home after that .

AHHHHHH !
sians .
next week got a lot of tests ah .
T-T

having chemistry re-test next tuesday ,
POA test on wednesday ,
energy conservation course on thursday ,
& mother tongue FYE on friday .

there`s quite a lot of things to be completed by this week .
):

will be having tuition after scouts meeting tomorrow .
hoho ~
gonna have an early night later ,
lest i fell asleep during tuition tomorow .
:X

* zai jiannnn ~

我们就好像陌生人 .
我不喜欢这种感觉 .
因为 ,
我爱你 ..

got back result slip today .
AHHHHH !
badly done .
T-T
but ms chin said that i will be able to promote to 4E .
:D
* jiayou jiayou ~

EL ~> 37 (F9)
CL ~> 56 (C5)
Maths ~> 53 (C6)
Sci (Phy/Chem) ~> 64 (B4)
CH (Geo/SS) ~> 4o (E8)
POA ~> 75 (A1)
F&N ~> 54 (C6)

Attendance : 44/44
my attendance sucks as i`m always sick .

Remarks : Wan Ning has the determination to do well in her work .

my results really sucks like hell man .
work hard work hard !

was dismissed earlier from class due to the energy conservation course .
left school @ around 2 .
train-ed to somerset ,
but we overshot and train-ed back .

then lessons ,
the test is scheduled to be on next thursday .
there`s homework to be done too .
if we failed the test ,
we won`t get the badge and certificate .

train-ed back after that .
reached home @ around 6.3o .
hohos ~

time to bathe and study .
* ta-dahs ~

好想 ..
好想 ..

blah blah blah ~
nothing happened today .
maths test early in the morning .
heard that i managed to attain at least a pass .
(:

mummy drove me home after school ,
ate and went out again .
accompanied sister for a hair cut ,
& went to consult a doctor next .
the part below my ribs on the left hurts a lot larhhs .
saw the so called report card and i saw floating ribs .
haha .
was given medicine to consume ,
& vitamin b-complex tablets to give me some energy as i`m too weak .
LOL !
if i`m still weak ,
i need to have a blood test which i dread .
T-T

i`m still doing the stupid gong han ,
half way through .
& i`ve not yet complete the holiday homework that was given .
):

energy conservation tomorrow ,
last minute !
but never mind ,
i think i`ll go bahhs .

need to continue with my work lers ,
* byeeeeeee ~

就在这里，
默默的守候着 ..

* yawnnnnnnnn ~
i`m uber sleepy today larhhs .
kept on wanting to doze off during lessons .
):

went je after school ,
ate and train-ed to bukit batok .
accompanied yiting to change her handphone casing .
mummy came ,
headed to rulang ,
fetched my brother ,
& went home .

slept for like 1 hour + and i woke up at 7 .
i`m still feeling sleepy now .
my eyes hurts ,
& i`m not feeling that well .
how stupid .
):

maths test tomorrow .
AHHHHHHH !
* waveeeeeeeees ~

cougar scouts troop , taken during east coast bbq , excluding ventures .

我只能默默地看着你的背影 ..

couldn`t sleep yesterday ,
i practically tossed and turned around on my bed till around 1 .

lessons today were very slack .
i didn`t even need to take out my pencil case out .
haha .
4 free periods .
mdm rezwanna didn`t come for f&n .
pe theory was held in classroom instead as it was raining .
maths was okok .
2 free periods for english as mrs ho was doing the podcasting thing .
ss .
hoho .
& school ended .
:D

went jp ,
ate @ macdonald .
walked walked around .
& train-ed back to bukit batok .
bus-ed home after that .

next friday jiu shi chinese paper lers .
its time to buck up !
* jiayou jiayou !

ta-dahs ~

我们会有机会再在一起吗 ?

didn`t post for the past few days .
was too lazy lers .
:X

went out with my cat , jinwei and or lang black black .
met up with them @ around 1.3o .
train-ed to orchard .
walked to far east plaza .
bought my little miss tee there ,
left and headed to douby ghaut .
walked to singapore shopping centre after that .
yiting went to coolzone to preorder her yin ye 3 + 1 ost .
walked to plaza singapura after that .
ate @ ljs ,
walked around after that .
& i bought 1 dozen of donuts again .
:D
train-ed to bukit batok ,
& mummy came and drove me home .

as for yesterday ,
watched ratatouille yesterday with my cat and weiliang .
the movie was nice .
(:
remy`s so cuteeeeeeeee !
:D
something happened though ,
& i practically laughed my heads off .
HAHA !
train-ed to lakeside after that .
bought food and ate @ the bus-stop situated near my school .
quack came and we went to sherlyn house after that .
waited for her to bathe ,
& we left her house .
saw a lot of scouts waiting @ the bus-stop lers ,
bus came and off we went to east coast park .
pretty long trip ,
& i slept a bit .
reached there ,
played a so called letter hunting game .
walked like mad man .
super long route .
found 8 letters only .
:X
walked back after that .
& played water with my cat , my quack and jiamin .
my cat splashed a lot of water on me ,
& i was totally wet .
very cold lorhhhhs .
ate after that .
the food was nice .
:D
then ,
blah blah blah .
9.15 lers ,
packed and sir briefed us on the malaysia trip .
yup ,
bus came and we left ecp .
slept throughout the whole journey back to lakeside mrt .
train-ed to bukit batok after that with jiamin .
mummy came and drove me home .
reached home @ around 11 .
bathe ,
did a little bit of things and slept after that .

had tuition @ around 12 .
did maths and physics .
ended @ around 2 .
used the computer awhile ,
& i went to sleep after that .
just woke up .
wasn`t feeling well .
):
i kept on sneezing .
RAWRRR !
planning to do my maths homework later .
& i think this time ,
i really need to do my examinations time plan lers .

pictures taken on friday :

donuts donuts ~ all of them was superb !


& my cat took this .

pictures taken yesterday :


blow blow blow ~
& i`ve got a kuku face . :X
yiting , junshan , yayan and me . :D
my cat , junshan , my quack and me . (:
quack quack ~ :X
ah mao , ah gou .

school`s reopening tomorrow .
lessons resumed again .
AHHHHH !

super long post today .
till here ,
bye .
:D

没希望了 ..

went vivocity today with my sister .
bought 1 dozen of donuts from there .
& its nice .
:D
the royal cheese , sky berry , chocolate delight and original glaze was superb .
heh .

reached home ,
accompanied papa and mummy to toa payoh hub .
super hot lorhhs .
RAWR !
kept on walking and walking non-stop .
finally settled down in a shop for some desserts .
yup .
& we went home after that .

been slacking today .
haha .
i didn`t touched any of my books .
:X
& tomorrow`s the shopping day !
:D
but there`s tuition at night .
T-T
never mind ,
i shall work hard !

my water babies ! :D
donuts ~ (:

& i`m off .
* waveeeeeeeeeeeeees ~

i prayed hard that you`ll go ,
but its utter disappointment .
):

& YAYYYYYYYY !
i`ve finished copying / photocopying the geography notes .
like so finally .
:D
& thanks sherlyn for lending me her notes .
^^

played audition and mapled awhile due to boredom just now .
haha .

i shall make ss notes tomorrow .
& if possible ,
i shall do some maths questions and english comprehension .
:D

the photo that wasn`t uploaded on my previous post .

* waves ~

i hope u will go on saturday .

woke up 6 + today despite sleeping at 12 yesterday .
& i`m so so sleepy .
* yawnnnnnnn ~
wanted to go for a jog at bukit batok nature reserve initially ,
but it rained .
wa hahaha .

then went for breakfast ,
reached home .
explored cougar website and deleted a lot of posts at cougar forum .
took a short nap after that .

then blah blah blah ~
scouts .
kept on run here and there .
then pumping position .
for just 1 letter .
zzzzz .

went je after that .
then to westmall .
& home .

i`m so sleepy .
* yawnnnnnn ~

JIAYOU JIAYOU !

5ooth post !
:D

went for a hair cut and hair treatment today .
* yawn ~
i`m so sleepy .

there`s a meeting tomorrow at school .
RAWR .
sians .

saw the homework posted on guo lao shi`s so called blog .
RAWR !
cheng yu i still know what to write .
but yan yu ?
i don`t know how .
T-T

ahhhhhhhh .
there`s still a lot of stuffs that i need to do ,
but i`m still wasting time here .
when can i really study hard ?
RAWRRRRR !
MOTIVATE ME PLEASE !

bye bye !

我爱你 ..
说你爱我 ..
its just so impossible .

its another boring day today .
woke up at 1o plus .
went out at around 1 plus with my father , sister and brother .
went to IMM .
ate @ baystreet 21 .

bought stationaries from popular after that .
walked walked around .
bought 3 pairs of ear studs .
walked around after that ,
& went home .

played badminton with my father .
& i`m planning to bathe before i start to study .
life is such a bore .

i`m having a very weird feeling now ,
a feeling that i would never want to have .
):

hais ,
i shall end here now .
bye .

i`m missing u ..
):

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL TEACHERS !
:D

i`ve changed my blogskin finally .
:D
spent like 5 hours to edit this .
will be changing my blog song and cbox colour tomorrow .
(:

my cat and quack went to pulau ubin .
leave me alone at singapore .
HAHAHA !
best luck for both of u .

i still haven`t plan my study timetable for the holidays .
there`s so much stuffs that i want to do during this holidays .
i want to ,
go for a haircut ,
hair treatment ,
shopping spree ,
trying out my recipes for f&n practical ,
& most importantly ,
to study !
so ,
i shall make use of this 1 week and 2 days wisely .

need to assign myself some assignments to complete during this holidays .
will be doing a recap / revision for maths .
reading / writing composition for english .
doing comprehension for english .
do some chinese papers .
writing geography and ss notes .
recap for chemistry and physics .
& doing poa tys .

STUDY STUDY STUDY !
STUDY HARD !
:D

pictures taken yesterday with ms low ,


where am i looking ? :X
we`ll miss you after you leave ..

there`s still one more picture ,
but i just can`t seem to upload it .
shall upload it tomorrow !
:D

i`m missing you ..