FUCK LAH .
KNNBCCB .
BLOODY PHONE .
CB .
LIKE THAT JIU SPOIL .
NO MOOD LAH .
FUCK OFF EVERYONE !

have not been blogging for like 5 days lers .
plain laziness .
* yawnnnnnn ~

have been going out for like almost everyday .
:D
if not jiu shi stay at home play audition ,
sleep and slack .

malaysia trip is coming soon .
will be leaving this saturday night .
pretty excited .

sians ,
still have not started to spring clean my room ,
havent wrap my books .
havent pack my bag for the malaysia trip .
AHHHHHH !

ciaos !
^^

hoho .
went out today again .

went out with my mummy and sister in the morning .
went to the cisco safe box there .
after that ,
ate @ my uncle's shop .

parted with them after eating ,
met up with yiting , junshan and jinwei .
train-ed to bugis .

went to bugis street and we went on separate ways .
boys with boys ,
girls with girls .
walked around bugis and yiting bought some stuffs .
met up with them and ate @ teenage cafe .

bought a same tee with yiting .
left and walked around bugis junction .
went newbie first .
the guys bought their clothes .

went to zinc and bought a big bag for the malaysia trip .
same bag as yiting again .
the shopkeeper was very good lorhhs .
the bag cost $45.9o initially ,
but he sold it to us @ like only $38 .
:D
got a membership card too .

left and train-ed to city hall .
met up with the noob to get his num card .
& after that ,
he go his own way and we went our own way .
went to num @ citylink .
didn`t saw the havaianas that i wanted .
T-T

bought my ripples flipflop from hula & co .
went to raffles city and bought donuts from the donut factory .
left there and train-ed to bukit batok .
bus-ed to 2oo + ,
got our sandals .
same as yiting again .
haha .

we parted and i bus-ed home .
(:

bought loads of stuffs and i`m broke already .
:X
i still need to buy a small sleeping bag ,
& maybe a track pants ,
and i`m done with the malaysia trip thing .

no photos .
:X
not going tomorrow ,
will be staying at home to spring clean my room .
hoho .
ciaos !
^^

ignore my previous post .
(:

hmms .
have not been posting for the past few days .
loads of unhappy stuffs happened .
):

well ,
its all over now .
:D

scouts meeting on saturday was a slack one .
:X
malaysia trip briefing lasted for like 1 hour + .
had lunch break after that as initially ,
meeting will end at 3.3o due to the total defence course .
but it ended at 1 instead as the school will be closed .
:D
so ya ,
chiong and had a test for the total defence thing .
passed !
but will be having another 22 questions test next week .
went to papa's office in the evening for some belated deepavali's celebration .
he treated like around 2oo + workers to some indian's cuisine .
had some lucky draw thingy .

went for morning exercise on sunday as usual .
* yawnnnnnnn ~
went to marina square in the afternoon .
bought a shorts from newbie .
walked around and home-d .

went bugis today with my sister .
i still cannot find any sandals to buy !
):
all boy boy kind want eh .
sians lorhhs .
walked around and home-d .

there are loads of stuffs which i`ve yet to do .
i`ve not finished watching my japan dramas .
i need to do some spring cleaning to my room .
need to make way for my new textbooks .
i`ve also yet to complete my homeworks .
only f&n is completed .

next saturday jiu shi malaysia trip lers .
so fast ..
so yup ,
end here lers .
bye .

AHHHHHHH !
I`M FEELING SO DAMN FCUK UP NOW .
NO MOOD LARHHS .
FCUK OFF MAN ~

))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

went to work today again .
did nothing much .
just photocopying a few purchase orders , stapling them together .
& some phone answering .

worked half day nia .
jiu got money take liaos .
^^

had swensens for lunch with my father and colleagues .
ate fries and ice cream nia .
chocolate fondue again .
:X

papa and his colleagues went back to office ,
while me and my sisters went to shop around jp .
train-ed to lot 1 after that .
bought jiamin's birthday present .
(:

walked around and home-d .

i know my papa dote on me ,
that's why i don`t want to disappoint him next year with my results .
i want to strive and achieve even better results .
* jiayou , jiayou !

end here lers .
ciaos !
^^

1 year plus already ,
i`m still drifting here and there .
not knowing what to do ,
all i know is that i`m still mingling around ..

hoho .
back to post again .

well ,
worked @ my father's office yesterday .
not bad lorhhs .
simple tasks nia .

vacuumed and mopped my father's room and my mother's room .
answered a few phone calls from customers .
did invoicing .
all simple ones .

had japanese cuisine for lunch .
went back office and i slept for like 2 hours .
:X
sleeping instead of working .

went to IMM today .
bought nothing much ,
purely food .
bought food from clementi after that ,
& home-d .

oh ya ,
i saw angella !
she's like so tall now lorhhs .
T-T

end here .
ciaos !
^^

went out from like 9 - 6 today .
met yiting in the morning ,
went to took her scout photo with that black .
then met up with jinwei ,
yiting cut her hair .

waited for that black outside school .
& train-ed to jp .
ate @ swensens .
super loads of ice cream lorhhs .
got the buy 1 get 1 free promotion .
eat till we want vomit .

train-ed to far east after that .
walked walked around ,
& train-ed to bugis .
bought a top there .
nothing much .

train-ed back to bukit batok .
ate dinner and home-d .


pictures :




ciaos !
^^

cb ,
u where buay song ?
i hate people humiliating me .
just shut your bloody mouth up .

hoho .
haven`t been posting for the past few days .

o311o5

i finally went for scouts meeting after so long .
:D
starting of the meeting jiu run run run .
then went to the nearby blocks and started to climb stairs .
T-T
19 storeys leh .
somemore up and down considered once .
we need to climb for like five times ?
* yawn ~
but got cheat larhhs .
:X
mr kum supervised us ,
our group got me , yiting , weixuan , mengkiat , jinwei and ziqian .
super funny lorhhs .
haha .
ate @ kfc after school with rather a lot of people .
& home-d .
bathe and went out again .
went out with my 2 sisters to singapore shopping centre as my sister want to preorder some stuffs .
walked around plaza singapura and train-ed back to je .
met up with my maid and brother .
ate @ my uncle's shop .
wanted to cab home but no cabs available .
T-T
end of day .
:D

o411o7

woke up like super early lorhhs .
around 6.3o like that .
went to jog at the nearby bukit batok nature reserve with my family .
walked home at around 8 .
waited for mummy to come back and went for breakfast .
came home ,
bathe and went out to pray .
after that ,
went home again ,
bathe and audition-ed .
went to play bowling @ the civil service club ,
opposite westmall with my father , sister and brother .
played like 1 game nia .
many people booking lanes .
):
& my score was like so pathetic .
ah ahha .
went home after that to take some stuffs .
& headed to westmall again .
bought some stuffs from popular .
& a new ear piece for my ipod @ harvey norman .
bought breakfast from breadtalk ,
& went to buy some groceries @ shop and save .
papa got a new phone ,
k85oi .
super chio lorhhs .
but the price also very expensive .
home-d after that .
^^

o511o7

overslept in the morning .
:X
met up with my cat @ jec .
waited for that junshan but he's still sleeping .
RAWR .
went to school after that to hand in the malaysia application form .
mummy came and fetched me up ,
& we went for hair treatment with my sister .
went to my father's friend place just now .
got my leg adjusted to the same length .
hoho .
^^

going out tomorrow again .
ah haha .
ciaos !
^^

getting noober and noober in audition .
hais .
i wonder what`s with me .

i`m not happy .
i can`t make myself happy .
i`m fretting over loads and loads of matters .
i don`t like this feeling .

i can`t get to sleep every night .
i always turn and toss before i could really sleep .
my mind is in a whirl .
my heart too .

i hate to have this kind of feelings .
i don`t like it .
i just can`t seem to cheer up .
i can`t smile like how i use to smile .

i can`t find anyone to confide to .
all i can do is to bottle up my feelings in my heart .

i hate this .
i hate this side of me .
i can`t cry even if i feel like crying .
i can`t scream even if i feel like screaming .
all i can do is just to keep everything inside me .
this feeling is terrible .

what can i do ?
hais .
T-T

我只能一直这样做，
我该怎么放弃你？

well ,
went home after physics today .
a lot of people ,
including me thought that mdm wong didn`t come to school .
until i reached home ,
xinyi msg-ed me to inform that mdm wong was late .
:X

but too bad ,
i`m already at home .
so yup ,
went to IMM with papa and my sister .

ate @ the hongkong don`t know what located at 1st floor .
bought a lot of stuffs as usual at giant .

it`s getting late .
maths will be starting at 1o.3o tomorrow instead of 8 .
:D
its time to sleep .
nites !

if only you will reply my msg ..