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Love, forever ♥

Wednesday, January 31, 2007 ♥
FUN ? ♥ 9:49 PM

meiix .
i don`t want to see you cut .
if you cut .
i will cut too .
you cut how many .
i x2 your cuts .
and i mean it .
is cutting really that fun ?
IF cutting really can solve problem .
then this whole world will be full of blood .

could i love someone again ? ♥ 12:42 PM

nothing to do .
so come post again .
haha .
was reading my previous blog post .
think around february like that .
hais .
i don`t think i`ve really totally given up on him .
seeing all those posts that i`ve .
i began to think of him .
what am i exactly doing ?
hais .
suddenly .
i remember all those sweet sweet memories that we once had .
during the campfire camp .
donation draw camp .
those nights that we used to talk on the phone .
those messages that you flood my phone .
during the jurong district field day .
everything .
it just come back to my mind once again .
hais .

could i love someone again ?

haha . ♥ 10:52 AM

deleted the post that i last posted as i don`t want any misunderstanding .
yup .
today didn`t go school again .
i feel so cold .
hais .
my body is hot .
but my hand is cold .
so cold .
i`m wearing a jacket .
not sure if tomorrow going to school .
can`t walk for long distance .
as i`m having a headache .
so sway lehhs .
i just recovered from the gastric flu .
then haven`t even a week or more than that .
i`m sick again .
my body is simply so weak .
by the way .
thanks for all those people who cared for me :D
especially gabriel di di (:
thanks loads !
&&& i miss my laopo , my meiix , my dar dar loads !
sadded T-T
hope tomorrow i`ll feel better .
then can go school le .
14 days more to valentines day .
will be celebrating with friends most probably :D
or maybe alone (:
haha !
will be getting my hello kitty shoulder bag .
hello kitty coin pouch .
and a pair of earring this saturday :D
i`m so BROKE .
18 more days to chinese new year .
wheeeeeeee `
most probably going to friend`s house on the 3rd day of the new year (:
&&& i want THAT heels :X

Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ♥
bored. ♥ 1:36 PM

nothing to do .
so i post again .
haha .
went to the doctor .
two days MC .
he say i shouldn`t stay in the rain .
haha .
and he also say i cannot eat KFC all this :D
then went back home by cab .
my maid cooked cream of mushroom for me .
didn`t ate much .
and chicken instant noodle .
ate my medicine with chocolate milk .
the medicine taste yucky .
and i ate chocolate :X
my body felt hot .
haha .
i don`t think i can go back to school until friday .
though only two days MC .
see first :D
i shall go and pack up my wardrobe .
moving house probably on the 1oth of february .
still not yet confirm x)

sick . ♥ 10:18 AM

didn`t went school today .
so can blog at this time .
it`s 1o.18 AM now .
not sure if tomorrow can go school .
or thursday .
having a fever .
considered quite high de .
cause my body very hot .
cannot find thermomether .
RAWR .
runny nose .
sore throat .
my body got no strength .
i`m so weak .

yesterday went to sleep at around 8 plus .
considered very early for me le .
woke up 12 AM .
felt that i`ve got totally no strength .
my bed is hot .
my pillow is hot too .
morning maid ask me wake up .
i cannot get up .
T-T
so sick !

hope i can recover soon .
yeah :D

Monday, January 29, 2007 ♥
:D ♥ 5:40 PM

i`m sick .
i`m sick .
i`m sick .
i`m sick .
i`m so so SICK .
hais .
once again .
i`m sick again .
don`t know why .
whole day in school sneezing like mad .
coughing like mad .
hais .
my voice changed .
i sounded like some stupid duck .
hais .
school was alright today .
just that i was COLD .
yeah .
walked during PE .
2 whole rounds of the canal .
run a little bit only .
after school went to jurong point .
ate at KFC with my lao po po &&& er zi .
after that .
pei lao po po go buy her shirt .
then i went to missha .
finally :D
i bought my missha light lip gloss .
NICE :D
then we went to SASA after that .
i bought my anna sui dolly girl eau de toilette .
so nice smell :D
and i got my maybelline XXL intense mascara waterproof (black) .
and my maybelline eyeliner pencil .
went back to school after that .
to take my geography file .
bag so heavy .
took cab to westmall after that .
lao po po paid :D
then went to thefaceshop .
and i bought my eyelash curler .
wheeeeeeee `
my wishlist almost cleared !
i love my pa pa :D
he`s spoiling me wayyyyyy too much !
i love him .
i want to work .
i want to treat him to a meal :D
i LOVE him (:
my next aim .
heels .
myuk make up pouch .
and if possible .
that hello kitty wallet x)
i shall save up now !
anyways .
there are around 16 people in scouts .
so yup .
&&& i seriously hate them :D
not referring to those 16 people x)

toodles-

Sunday, January 28, 2007 ♥
hais . ♥ 9:30 PM

hais .
news just released that xu wei lun die le .
so sad can !
stupid irresponsible driver .
hais .
she`s dead .
somehow .
i feel like dying .
hais .

what if one day i really die le .
will everyone be happy ?
will they be jumping around with joy ?
i think will .
depressed -

Saturday, January 27, 2007 ♥
scouts meeting. ♥ 8:06 PM

scouts meeting today.
quite torturing.
but yeo han sir treat us very good :D
he kept on give us water break.
&&& give us 1o seconds to adjust.
so good larhhs :D

got punished by tat yong sir.
nearly whole troop down.
my reason for being punished.
not wearing the scouts socks.
1 mistake.
2 rounds.
then i ran 2 rounds.
nearly puke.
almost fainted.
hais.
my body is so SUPER weak.
keep on cannot take punishment all this.
T-T
my knee hurts alot from the pumping position.
so PAIN.
swollen le.

after scouts.
waited for lao po po &&& ai ai.
ah ahhahas.
while waiting.
weekeong come &&& scare me!
RAWR.
i got shocked T-T

then went to jurong point with lao po po. di di and er zi :D
went to eat at KFC.
after that walked around.
me &&& lao po po planned to buy that bag during june holidays.
SAVE MONEY!
i went to sasa.
went to see perfumes.
anna sui dolly girl eau de toilette cost $5o.15.
should i buy?
i don`t know.

i saw maybelline XXL intense waterproof mascara (black)
should i buy?
i don`t know.
haha.

then went to westmall after that with lao po po.
walked here &&& there.
saw loads of stuffs that i wanted.
AHHHH`
but i shall not buy :D

pictures for today`

the big big empty classroom :D
me &&& lao po po. i HEARTS her! <3
taken few days ago. caught eating xD

Friday, January 26, 2007 ♥
:D ♥ 6:17 PM

ah hahas.
today lesson time passed quite fast.
first period chinese.
we did composition.
i wrote about __________.
yup.
quite long de.

then after that was physics.
had test.
&&& that miss tan.
she looked down on US 3e4.
stupid!

then e maths.
mdm wong so cute la!
ah hahahas.
after that was recess.

then english :D
12.45 came.
ding dong ding dongggggggg x)

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee`
end of school.
went to bugis straight.
ate &&& then went to hello kitty shop.
nothing much there.
not much to my liking.

i saw the PUREMILK tee that i wanted!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i want to buy!
walked walked awhile.
then went home le.
went westmall with lao po po.
walked here and there.

this sunday going to bugis with her :D
ah hahas!

Thursday, January 25, 2007 ♥
HUGS! ♥ 9:18 PM

back to post again.
my mood turn slightly better le.
yup!
so now got mood to type a proper post le.

Many people may profess to "love" you, but the true test of love is when sacrifices have to be made.

is this sentence familiar?
people may profess that they love you.
but sometimes.
when you have trouble.
this people run away instead of facing it with you.

yup.
valentine`s day is coming.
14th february.
haha.
i`ll be free on that day :D
cause it`s none of my business.
feel free to call me out.
but i doubt so.
cause a lot of people will go pat-tor.
haha x)

february is coming.
which means common test is coming too.
i`m not confident of getting good results for POA. E maths. F&N.
but no matter what.
i must try my best to get good results.
i shall try to complete my F&N handwritten notes by this weekends if possible.
since teacher also don`t bother to give us notes.
i shall do it myself :D

seeeeeeeeee.
i`m so guai.
haha.

tomorrow going to bugis with meiix meiix & lao po po.
saturday going out to do project with poh khee.
sunday going out with my lao po po :X
f&n test on monday.
after school go JP.
maths test on tuesday.
maths remedial on tuesday.
chemistry test on wednesday.
after school i think stay back to study.
thurs also.
friday go chinatown with meiix meiix :D
saturday E maths tuition.
sunday A maths tuition.

i`m SO busy :X
HUGS!

sad. ♥ 5:26 PM

hais.
don`t feel like blogging today.
totally no mood.

don`t ask me why.
i don`t feel like talking.
hais.

went home today in the rain.
didn`t eat lunch.
gastric le.
i don`t care.

shall end here.
i hate myself.
hais.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ♥
♥ 7:31 PM

hais.
i think i got gastric flu again
got slight fever.
&&& my stomach hurts.
feel like vomitting again le.
somemore i just recovered.
hais.

anyways.
today stayed back at school.
nothing much better to do.
tomorrow also staying back.
pei di di study :D

at f&n lesson.
that STUPID teacher gave us a test.
mostly people gave a white sheet of paper.
but BUT but.
with name written on.
ah ahhas.
i wrote 2 ans.
correct :D
then she called me to read out the answer.
then i said.
something something.
blah something blah.
the something got words de.
but i lazy to type out.
then she asked me go up board write.
i write.
something ______ something something _____.
then teacher asked why i write like that.
i say.
fill in the blanks :D
wa hahahas.
then she got nothing to say :D
whee hees!

there`s POA lessons tomorrow
SIANS DIAOS!
hais.
but time passed quite fast also :D
i`m rather interested in POA.
heh.

anyways.
i went online shopping.
&&& i saw a hello kitty shoulder bag.
&&& a hello kitty coin purse.
SO SO SO SO chio can!
i`ve placed an order :X

i`m broke la.
hais.
T-T

hungry. ♥ 9:00 AM

currently at computer lab.
supposed to do project.
but i playing computer.
ah hahaha :D
i`m so hungry.
SO SO SO SO hungry Dx
i want to eat!
RAWR :X

Tuesday, January 23, 2007 ♥
tired. ♥ 6:58 PM

back to blog.
seems like this few days i`ve been blogging everyday.
ah hahas.

i`m so so so TIRED.
eyes gonna close.
i`m half asleep.

today`s lessons was alright.
except that i fell asleep during physics lesson.
i really sleep.
was too tired.

after maths remedial today.
went to eat at westmall.
i`m BROKE.
really broke le.
haiis.

i still need to save money to buy SO many things.
after eating.
went home after eating.

took bus 177 with mdm wong.
haha.
she say she saw me.
she sway.
i say back.
i see you.
i more sway.
ah ahhaha :D

there`s chemistry test tomorrow.
shall revise later.
if not i will flunk it.

my cable got problem.
cannot seems to connect my phone to the computer.
can`t upload to the computer.
ah haha :D

CHEERS!

Monday, January 22, 2007 ♥
haha. ♥ 6:57 PM

i HATE that stupid teacher who don`t know how to apply lipstick correctly.
i HATE that vietnam teacher.
i HATE that mdm ow.

STUPID teacher who don`t know how to apply lipstick.
you simply sucks :D
you do NOT deserve my respect.
fcuk off!

loads of laughters today.
haha.
went to jurong point with lao po po. moshi. jiamin && huiwen after school today.
ate at lai lai kitchen.
yummy x)
went to loads of shops.
we are going to get the SAME puremilk tee next monday :D
save SAVE save.
ah ahahs.
it`s damn chio la!
i like that overall from 77th street.
thinking whether to buy it :X
should i get that myuk bag?
omg!
i want that HEELS!

moshi & jiamin went home at around 4.
then we went to sasa.
i bought a nail file there.
ah haha.
loads of laughters inside there.
ANNA SUI DOLLY GIRL smell so nice!
maybe i want to buy :X

then went to fiesta.
huiwen && lao po po want to buy sushi.
then i went upstairs to buy keychain hoops :D

after that.
me & lao po po went to westmall.
saw laypeng. jiaying & christine.
haha.
i bought cotton pads & tissue box there.
&&& i saw the lip gloss that i wanted.
shall get it as soon as possible.

spend quite alot of money today.
shall SAVE :D
bugis trip this friday with huiwen.
anybody`s interested?
haha x)

there`s maths remedial tomorrow.
ah haha.
shall go home after maths remedial :D
HEARTS!

Sunday, January 21, 2007 ♥
:D ♥ 10:22 PM

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee`
i went out.
&&& came back at around 8+
i bought stuffs :D

ah hahas.
went out at around 3+
went to see furniture.
SO SO SO boring.
hahas.
then we went to marina squareeee.
HEARTS.

actually want buy clothes at puremilk.
but don`t have i like de.
went to newbie instead.
bought a tank + shorts.
NICE!
total spend around $1oo+.
my sister bought 2 tees.

then went to shop around.
i WANT that myuk bag.
gonna save money &&& buy.
$36.
i want to buy the makeup pouch too :X

haha.
i`m so greedy x)
anyways.
i`ve got the newbie membership card.
gonna get it from the bugis outlet.
then i going shopping spree again :X
haha.

then went to eat.
i ate the marshmallow chocolate thing.
then i ate yu pian mian xian.
not nice de.
RAWR.

then went to walk again.
this time round.
went to ice lemon tee.
my father walked in.
he saw a shorts.
he said it`s nice.
he asked me to try on it.
haha.

&&& i bought it.
i bought a belt too.
total around $4o.
i saw the hair extension thing.
i want to BUY.

haha.
i`m really too greedy :X
&&& i love my PAPA!
he dote on me so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D
he give me whatever i want.
he always buy me things.
he know what i like.
&&& he sure will buy for me.
i no money.
he sponser me.
you see.
where can find such a good papa?
i so so so in love with him can?
mwarks :X
&&& of cause my mummy too.
she dotes on me too.
she always buy me hello kitty :D
i HEARTS my family!

him or him?
urgh.
i don`t know.
don`t careeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

i looked so ugly :D

BORED. ♥ 10:58 AM

i`m so SO so SO so SO bored can?
there`s like nothing for me to do.
actually got.

it`s only homework.
HOMEWORKS.
&&& more homeworks.
RAWR.

there`s tests tomorrow.
to be exact.
there will be two test tomorrow.
geography & f&n.
i`m preparing to flunk it anyways.
haiis.

still got homeworks not yet done.
i think i`ll get it done soon.
school`s boring.
but sometimes it don`t seem so.
boring or not.
i don`t know.
hahaha.

by the way.
i want to thank gabriel di di.
he has been like trying hard to cheer me up when i`m so down.
can see that he`s trying.
haha.
thanks loads anyways. :D
i`m glad to have you as a di di.

&&& to yee.
cheer up!
don`t sad sad.
if you want to find someone to chat.
but cannot find.
find me.
i 24/7 free.
my handphone also 24/7 on de.
haha.
i supposed you still got my handphone number ba.
hahaha.

&&&& to dar dar.
you also don`t sad sad le.
see your looks.
you look so sad.
so depressed like that.
yao kai xin xiao. :D

i`m going out later.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
can cure bored-ness.
either going to see furniture again.
or MARINA SQUARE!
if so.
i`ll be damn happy.

i WANT to buy clothes.
i WANT to buy accessories.
haha.
i`m spoilt. :X

i WANT to go out on a shopping spree soon.
but before i do that.
i`ve to save money.
i`m broke.
haha.

i WANT to get a hello kitty watch as soon as possible.
but i can`t seems to find it?
AWWWWWWW.
craps.

shall end here. x)

OH HOR! caught playing the computer :X

dar & dear. backviews. <3
i look so kuku can?

Saturday, January 20, 2007 ♥
T-T ♥ 1:47 PM

i realised that i`m not as strong as i thought.
i`m very very very vexed.
there`s too much things inside the heart.
& i couldn`t take it anymore.
i felt so stressed up.
there`s nobody for me to talk to.
haiis.

Friday, January 19, 2007 ♥
haiis. ♥ 9:45 PM

haiis.
i pretended to be happy.
bottled up all feelings in my heart.
now i could no longer take it anymore.
just feel like bursting everything out.
but i think i`ll just still keep everything in my heart ba.
wait until the day it burst.
now i can only act happy.

<333 ♥ 5:08 PM

haha.
today i`ve got loads of photos to be uploaded.
haha.
but i`m plain lazy can?
:X
anyways.
today`s lesson was okok la.
by the way.
that day i went out with the 3 shuai ges.
my papa & my mama.
i bought 2 tanks. 1 top &&&& a jacket.
i so so so loved them can?

I WANT TO SAVE MONEY.
i want to buy more tanks.
MAKE UPS
&&& pumps.
i don`t know why nowadays.
i`m like.
so called in love with make ups
hahaha.
don`t know larhhs.
i just want to buy. :D

ok now.
let pictures say the words.
a picture depicts a thousand words. :X



i <333 my recovering cuts. x)
LAO GONG GONG & LAO PO PO :D
june & me. taken last year at je ;)
taken last year. me. yee. yii. x)
taken last year at bugis mrt station.
DEAR DEAR & DAR DAR <3333~
yee & me. taken last year at chingay.
me & fen mien. (:
taken at japan.
that day that we watched death note 2.
taken at japan.
WEI XIAO. (:
meiix meiix & jiiex jiiex. :D
HAHAHAH :X
i`ve got a funny face. xP
family photo. :D
6 sided star?
STAR STAR STAR :D
JUAI?
<33~
LAO PO PO. close your mouth. :X
HARTS.
HARTS <3
heh heh. :D

there are still loads of photos yet to be uploaded.
ah hahaha.
i`ll try to post the photos that we took at sentosa.
dar dar & my backviews.
the photos of my new tops & jackets.
&& my japan trip
&&&& loads more.
hahaha.
stay tuned. :X
<33333333~

i shall end with my BIG BIG hello kitty which i bought from japan.
CHEERS -

Thursday, January 18, 2007 ♥
haha. ♥ 6:00 PM

changed my blogskins.
give your comments through my tagbox.
yup.
anyways.
was reading my past entries.
and i realised that there are loads of sweet sweet memories.
but those memories are all gone.
yup.
it`s time to let everything go.
旧的不去,新的不来。

somehow i just feel like cutting again.
i don`t know.
but i think i am addicted to it.
looking at those scars on my wrist.
it seems so beautiful. to me.

i don`t know why i don`t feel hurt when i heard about that.
i think i have started to slowly let it go.
it`s good news.
yup.
my heart still have those weird weird feelings.
but i think it will soon just fade off on it`s own.

today`s lessons was alright.
not that dry.
but a little bit.
tomorrow got physics. maths. chinese & english.
BORED BORED BORED.

my stomach still hurts now.
haven`t eat anything till now.
except for a bread.
yup.
no appetite.
my maid said that i have lose ALOT weight.
hahaha.

maybe sick is good ba.
haha.
ok le.
enough of my stupid craps.

byebye. :D

:D ♥ 11:09 AM

OMG OMG.
i super hate her CAN?
YUCKS larhhs.
anyways.
now blogging at school lorhhs.
com quite fast le.
wa hahas.
i vomited like around 8 times today?
my breakfast is gone.
eat le also no use de.
not planning to eat today le.
keep on vomit & vomit.
SICK & TIRED of it. :D
wa hahahas.
my stomach is growling.
but i don`t want to eat.
i keep on vomit.
ahhhhhh.
ok.
toodles-
now reccess time le.
gtg. :D

Wednesday, January 17, 2007 ♥
homework. ♥ 8:45 PM

oh ya.
i`m flooded with homework too.
geography workbook.
on going de.
must ownself do.
geography test on monday.
f&n workbook unit 2.
f&n test on monday.
maths holiday assignment.
maths 3. xP
physics worksheet.
physics holiday assignment.
chinese holiday assignment.
chinese assesment book.
english holiday assignment.

GOING TO CHIONG AHHHHHHH~

hahas. ♥ 8:37 PM

am i jealous?
am i not?
am i or am i not?
i don`t know.
this answer has been stuck in my heart for so long.

by the way.
i DID went to school alright.
i went at around 1o.45.
recess time.
yup.
just to attend maths lesson.
but how do i know.
madam wong gave us a surprise maths test.
and of cause.
i don`t know how to do it.
i`m preparing to flunk it anyways.

sat & sun going to have tuition le.
yup.
a maths & e maths.
LOL`

anyways.
today we did agar agar for f&n.
successfully done.
abit weird taste.
but not bad. :X
hahas.

by the way.
ms trang & daniel was like.
so funny?
fen mien & i keep on laughing.
ah hahas.

after school.
went to jurong east with fen mien.
peii her go buy her lunch.
& i ate ice cream.
after that.
walk walk awhile alone at westmall.
papa & mama came & fetch me.

&&& we went to IMM.
with the 3 SHUAI GES :D
hahahas.
they like so SHUAI can?
haha.
i`m beginning to go crazy.

yup.
reach home at around 7+.
& i lao sai the moment we reach.
played awhile of computer.
went to eat 5 mouthful of rice.

&&& i vomited again.
i`m just done bathing.
halfway through i bathe.
i vomit again.
can i survive?

OF CAUSE YES. x)
tomorrow.
there`s POA.
BORED xD

:D ♥ 8:42 AM

somehow.
i don`t know whether have i given up le.
yes or no?
it`s like.
the feeling is here.
not here.
here.
not here.
then it faded.
then it come back to me again.
very very stress.
when i see __ & ___
my heart got a very weird feeling.
same as when i see ____ & ____
my heart also got a very weird feeling.
i wonder why.
though i know that ___ is always with boys.
but i also will have this kind of very weird feeling.
i don`t know what kind of feeling is this.
i don`t know whether can i cope with my studies.
is like.
so stress.
though i am in 3e4.
but the stress.
is like.
also same de.
somehow.
i feel like cutting again.

am i too stress until i am sick?
i don`t know.
i haven been eating this few days.
jiu suan got eat.
also end up in toilet.
why?
because i vomit every meal.
even taking medicine.
i also will vomit like mad.
i`ve lose like.
a total of 2 kg.
in just shortly this few days.
from last weds till nw.
it`s like.
one week?

yup.
no appetite.
i don`t feel like eating.
i don`t feel like seeing anything.
somehow.
keep feelings in heart may seems to be difficult.
but when you are used to it.
everything may not seem so.
now i may still not be used to it.
but as time goes by.
i will slowly get used to everything.

what i can only do now is study.
study & study & study.
studies are more important now.
especially when i am in sec 3 this year.
there might be a chance that i`ll either drop or retain.
i don`t want that to happen.
i just want to successfully promote to sec 4 next year.
take my o levels.
pass & go into a good jc.

all this.
by saying doesn`t mean anything.
to achieve it.
hard work is needed.
i shall not slack anymore.
from this moment onwards.
i shall concentrate on my studies.
1oo% heart on it.
like that.
maybe i can also forgot those unhappiness in my heart.

i shall forget _______ & _______ in my heart.
hope it can be as soon as possible.
like that.
i don`t need to suffer anymore.
and wishes to ______ & ______
hope you all can have a good stead.
but.
now is also study time.
just remember to make a clear line in between personal problems & study problems.
yup.
especially ______.
this year you have an important exam.
those words that you say last time.
like what you won`t have anymore stead.
i`m last.
i`ll just take it that you never said it before.
so yup.
like i say before.
i`ll give you my blessings.

and so yupppp.
:D
i am done with posting.
& seriously.
i felt better.
i shall come blog again when i`m feeling down.
nah.
just joking.
i`ll blog as soon as possible.
&&& i`ve got loads of pictures to be uploaded.
but i`m just plain lazy.

as i`m a PIG.
like what my friends say.
studies are much more important. :D
&&& also.
thanks to dar dar. laopo. meiix meiix. god dar dar. yee. fen mien. pei yi. huiwen.
&& past. yongren. jacemon. mingsheng.
&&& still got those people who are not mentioned here.
thanks for your kind advice.
i finally xiang tong le. :D

so now.
i shall be back to my cheerful & happy life.
be a HAPPY (^(00)^)
ah hahahas. :D

SUPPORT me. (:
hahahas.

HAPPY & HAPPY & HAPPY NING.
GET HIGH. ^^

Sunday, January 14, 2007 ♥
no title. ♥ 12:22 PM

say want to forget.
izzit that easy to forget?
i don`t know.
but all i know is.
its difficult to forget.

this pain.
i`ve been through it quite alot of times.
cannot blame anyone.

can only blame me for steading.
yup.
i promised my friends not to stead.
yet?
i broke it & i stead.

its stupid of me to do that.
i regret & i really regretted.
why am i so stupid to do that?
why &&& why?
why am i that stupid?
WHY AM I SO STUPID?

regret now got use?
no.
no use le.
everything now only hurt.
what can i do now is just to forget him.
& i mean it.

I MUST TRY ALL WAYS to forget him.
I MUST & I MUST!
& REALLI MUST!

friends are more important to me.
all those are just nothing.
ONLI friends & family & studies.

others?
wait till i grow up.
then i will start to know more about it bahhs.
maybe after all.

when i am older.
& think back into those pasts.
i`ll probably just laugh about it.
as i m rather childish to cry for this.

now it may seems to hurt.
but future?
nobody can predict it.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007 ♥
♥ 6:49 PM

sumhw.
i tink wat i tink ishh correct.
yeah.
suan lers.
tink sho much gt use?
no.
exams r mre impt.
i jux concentrate on mii exams bahhs.

Sunday, January 07, 2007 ♥
:D ♥ 2:45 PM

i began to realise dat i still couldnt let u go.
it has been around 2 months since we last broke up.
n i still miss u alot.
but dis yr ishh ur N lvl.
i hope u realli wun hab stead.
but dat's too selfish ob mii.
eben if u gt.
i gt choice?
no..
i couldn't do anytink to it.
i can onli jux c u n ur stead tgt.
n nth else.

pain?
ob cox it hurts.
but i still cnt do anytink ah.

真正爱一个人,不一定要拥有他.把他放在心里默默地祝福他.也是一种表现爱的方式.

dis sentence veh true.
n i LOVE IT <33

true love doesnt means dat you nid to hab him. put him in ur heart. secretly wish him well. dat's also a way to express ur love. :D

要振作,勇敢地向前走.重新过这没有他的生活.

dis sentence also veh gd. :D
nw i can onli buck up on mii studies.
n stop tinking abt relationships. (:

i believe dat i can do it.
n i MUX do it.
onli wish ishh dat he could patch back wib mii.
hahas. x)

go NING go~

Saturday, January 06, 2007 ♥
TIRED~ ♥ 8:31 PM

veh long nb update lers.
dunchh no wat to post.
veh tired & lazy too.
tuition starts next wk.
tues e maths remedial.
sat e maths tuition.
sun a maths tuition.
coming up nxt ishh phy. chem. eng. chi. POA
i m busy.
n i dunchh tink i gt enough tym.
i hab no mre tym fer troubles all dis.
gonna struggle.
i can succeed. :D
i m jux onli scared fer da fact dat i fell sick veh easily.
hoping dat i gt a stronger body.
dunchh hab sho much tym to scold pple.
let dem b. :D

as dey r jux childish freaks.
haha!