4 daes since i last post le.

dunchh no wat to post..

but rather moodyy dis few daes.

i forget wat happenn le.

anywaes.

todae ishh chinese new year eve.

i promise myself to forget all myy trouble in 5 months time.

but.

i thinkk it's all impossible le bahhs.

i also dunchh no.

rather sadd.

haiishh.

dere's a feelingg in myy heart dat i dunchh no how to describe it.

i onlii know dat i still feel hurt after dis few daes.

heardd from gx's fwens dat gx also veryy moodyy.

ke liann.

deyy sae he changedd alot le.

haiishh.

ytdd actuallyy plan to go backk rulang but in the endd also nv.

went to westmall insteadd.

me alone.

went to popular to buyy smthh to decorate myy table.

ya.

i still gt no idea how to decorate myy table.

plan to put neoprints.

hahahas.

dis few daes..

it's like.

haiishh.

no moodd to listen attentivelyy duringg lessons.

myy results gonna flunkk sooner or later.

i promise myself to studyy harder after da chinese new year.

n i will do it.

if not.

sae buaiix buaiix~!

to myy biologyy.

i truelyy wantedd to studyy biologyy.

addictedd to s.h.e tian hui.

it's a nice songg.

sumhow.

tiann huii's lyrics.

make me feel like.

dunchh no how to describe.

it's a nice songg.

yupps.

myy feelings sumhow inside also gt write.

wo de tian kong jin tian you dian hui.
wo de xin shi ge luo ye ji jie.

yupps.

n fengg too.

it's a nice songg.

i miss da times i hadd at sec 1.

i truelyy wan to forget EVERYTHINGG!

but i cnt.

i mux tell myself.

i can do it..i can do it..

but i still cnt.

5 months from n0w.

28.o1.o6 to 28.o6.o6

i will tryy to change.

to becum to myy last time.

or wateva..

i jux dunchh wan to stayy like dis..

):

i wan to make a change in everythingg.

everythingg.

i will b depressedd soon.

STUDYY HARDER!

i jux cnt take it as a fact dat u treat me like an enemyy insteadd of a fwen.

i haf no choice but to take da fact dat u hates me though u claims dat u dun.

but it's obvious dat u hate me..

no choice but to accept da realityy.

='(

3 daes nv blogg le.

blogg todae cox myy jiex.

xinyii.

she sae i veryy longg time nv blogg le..

where gt?

3 daes onlii.

hahas.

i also dunchh no wat to blogg.

sun*

went to ermm.

plaza singapura.

den jiu go c da house again.

to take da inventoryy list.

goingg to move in aroundd midd april or mayy.

cox needd paintingg.

sum kinds of changes.

myy roomm gt 1 attachedd toilet.

hees.

bigg bigg.

(:

den.

myy father n bro jiu went to cut hair..

at bukit batokk.

at jiu go queenstownn..

myy mummyy go c doctor.

den jiu go bukit batokk eat dinner.

den go home le..

tiredd.

mon*

haf maths test.

errr.

quite difficult.

hees.

to me larhhx.

i didd studyy but i still dunchh no.

zzz~

gt choc factoryy after schh.

made choc.

yupps.

it was nice.

hees.

darkk choc onlii.

white choc nt nice de.

eeeeeeeee.

den mummyy come fetchhh me home.

n jesrene n fen mien.

bringg dem home.

den as myy mummyy n i haben eat.

we go fen mien house dere de coffee shop eat.

yumms~

it was nice.

(:

wa kakakas.

tues*

nthh happenn muchh todae.

gt science test den follow byy lit test.

die le.

bothh i flunkk le.

confirm de.

sci i didd studyy but i still dunchh no.

i studyy de all nv cum out.

ji dan!

lit..

i didn't studyy.

bleahhs.

xP

dunchh no wat to studyy ya.

den.

ermm.

ms choo was fierce todae.

she siaox?

past myy maths test. (:

19/3o

damn lousyy.

obviouslyy.

haiishh.

i sux at sec 2 le.

mux buckk up!

i wan to studyy harder.

teacher sae mux decorate table.

dunchh no wat to decorate but gt ideas le.

hahas.

whichh kindd soul can gif me ideas?

hahahas.

ok le.

gonna go bathe.

buaiix!

<33

okk.

a post on todae's schh life.

hahahas.

anywaes.

jux dunchh like pple to criticise others.

though sumtimes me too.

dunchh no.

anywaes.

todae schh life was boringg~

preciselyy.

i almost fell asleep.

morning gt da dunchh no wat workkout.

siaox de dat mr foo.

obviouslyy.

hahas.

i didn't do it.

i m naughtyy.

hahahas.

chi lesson still ok.

den science.

teacher SKIPPEDD biologyy.

waaaaaaa.

qi si me.

den.

recess.

den jiu maths.

aiya sianx larhhx maths.

den jiu dao geo.

3 straight periods.

damnn boringg.

summore gt test.

da test i flunkk liaox larhhx.

ferr sure de.

i tikam tikam.

=/

hees.

den release.

den jiu take MRT go bukit batok.

den.

walkk to interchange.

den i forget..

dat..

i was supposedd to cancel myy bro's ez-linkk cardd whichh was misplacedd.

den..

i hadd to walkk backk again.

todae me guaii guaii.

i gif $2 to a ah beii sellingg tissue paper.

he handicappedd.

i c liaox veryy ke liann.

felt sryy ferr his plight.

den.

he offeredd me tissue paper but i declinedd his offer.

hahas.

den.

jiu go cancel.

den go backk bus.

bus wan to depart le.

zzz~

den.

jiu reachh home.

hmm.

aroundd april movingg to new house.

happyy (:

foundd out dat bukit batok interchange gt 61 & 852 to take.

hees.

whereas near lianhua dat bus-stop gt 985.

hahas.

den opposite of westmall at dere overheadd bridge dere gt 174 & 157 & 66 to take.

still gt more bus.

but i forget.

wa kakakakas.

ok le.

endd.

>.<

wa kaox ehhx.

shut up can n0rts?

keep on cum my blogg scoldd me.

childishh siia.

stop ur nonsense.

i dunchh no who r u.

u better watchh out.

u better reveal ur name.

dunchh b hum ji.

idiot!

jux heardd from sum1 from swiss cottage sec dat..

ever since i askk gx to gif up on me..

from beginningg schh till n0w.

he nv talkk..

haiishh.

didd i do anythingg wrongg?

sobbx siiia.

i also dunchh no wat to do lehhx.

=[

any1 can teachh me?

jux woke up.

tiredd.

did maths hw le.

done.

but 2 questions dunchh no how to do.

aiya.

wateva.

todae lessons sux.

thinkk sho.

engg lesson.

kenna punishedd.

actuallyy gt bringg engg tb de.

but h0rx.

peii fernx.yee.n rene.

go peii dem standd up.

wa kakakakas.

dat was fun.

we talkk talkk talkk behindd.

hackk care teacher.

lol.

ok le.

endd.

(:

deletedd da first post whichh i blogg todae..

hmm.

anywaes.

ytdd didn't post as i was too tiredd.

slp earlii..

most probalyy later too.

dis few daes tiredd.

i wonder y..

haiishh.

anywaes.

ytdd too went libraryy wif rene.

had loads of fun (:

hmm.

den todae..

lessons.

nt badd.

art nv do.

dunchh no how.

lazyy too.

aiya.

den.

nv kenna scoldedd.

denn..

moodd nt gd duringg art periodd.

moodswings.

attitude probb too.

last time dunchh haf de.

now dunchh now y..

i walkk veryy fast..

leave fen mien n jerene behindd.

sryy ya.

didn't mean it.

moodd real sux.

mummyy fetchh me home.

den jiu reachh home le.

sec 2 life ishh sho stress.

gt loads of hw.projects.tests.

gonna die soon.

example.

=> decorate geographyy file front page.
=> maths hw.
=> engg compre.
=> eng spelling.
=> maths test next week.
=> science test next week.
=> home econ projects.
=> home econ homeworkk.
=> art homeworkk.
=> literature scrapbookk.

haiishh.

damn stress siia.

=[

tiredd le.

realli tiredd le.

how i WISHH.

i can b backk to myself.

last time..

where i m happyy.

livingg wif no troubles..

n nt like n0w..

sadd.

livings wif loads of troubles.

can time b turn backk?

i miss time at sec 1..

where i gt loads of fwens.

n nt now.

loads of enemyy.

sum.

last time muii veryy gd fwens.

n0w..

also enemyy le.

haiishh.

i wan to save backk our fwenship..

i realli do..

no chance..

realli no chance..

i wonder wat if .............. tell me de thingg ishh correct.

dat sum1 ishh behindd everythingg.

i dunchh no.

livingg wif a confusedd heart..

gonna suffocate soon.

wat shouldd i do?

i know.

even thoughh dere r advices.

it cnt help me..

as..

onlii i can help myself.

gif me sum time..

perhaps 4 - 5 months.

i will tryy to b da bubblyy me again..

40% can.

60% cnt..

haiishh.

but i will still gif it myy best shot..

i will..

tryy..

as ferr n0w.

accept me ferr who i m..

i will b fine after a cryy..

sho jux let me cryy..

='(

i didn't sae anythingg badd abt u.

if u thinkk i didd.

it's up to u to sae.

cox now u win le wat.

everybodyy believe u insteadd of me.

wat can i sae?

nthh riitex?

jux continue bian ur gu shii.

i gt nthh to sae.

dere ishh smthh whichh i longg ago wan askk le.

loads of pple sae i change alot..

from last de happyy me..

becum now de sadd sadd me..

means.

frm =] becum =[

i also dunchh no y.

askk me also no use..

haiishh.

i also dunchh no wat to do..

zou yi tian suan yi tian bahhx.

haiishh.

tml goingg libraryy wif renee.

yupps.

(:

nthh to post.

hw nt yet done..

espp art.

cyndii de jie mao wan wan sho nice..

=D

backk to blogg again.

kaox.

todae gt moodd swinggs.

criedd at schh..

haiishh.

was feelingg real down lorhhx.

i dunchh no y.

thinkk of dis.

thinkk of dat.

my xiang xiang li veryy feng fu.

haiishh.

i also dunchh no wat to do.

ytdd chat wif **** ***

yuppies.

he toldd me loads n loads of things.

n pple's despicable acts.

n loads more.

well.

beginningg to hate sum1.

i hate pple to do badd things behindd myy backk.

haiishh.

i regretedd everythingg.

realli realli regretedd le.

haiishh.

y i nv listen to other pple advice?

sobbx.

den.

at schh.

beginningg still can.

after dat at maths lesson.

startedd to cryy le.

i also wonder y.

den mingshengg confont me.

hahahahas.

n sum others.

thinkk sho..

haiishh.

at dis rate.

if i continue to anyhow thinkk.

i will suffer from depression real soon le.

after schh gt scouts.

but i.

slippedd awayy.

wasn't feeling well.

lols.

ok le.

endd.

>.<

blogg again tml.

<33

i m no1 but a trouble maker..

every trouble ishh i cause de..

realli..

it's ALL my fault.

yupps.

all..

i causedd loads of troubles..

all i causedd de..

sobbx.

dere ishh no use stayingg in dis schh..

as..

pple sae me onlii will angryy..

i goingg to move to a house near yusof ishakk..

sho maybb.

i will appeal ferr transfer to dere..

as..

pple HATES me.

i m nthh but a troublemaker..

i m no1..

go awayy..

leave me alone..

=[

fwenships breakingg after another..

i alwaes thought dat..

fwenships dunchh breakk easilyy.

but nv do i know.

fwenships r fragile.

deyy breakk veryy easilyy..

i m sryy ferr wat i do..

wat i sae..

it's all myy fault..

haiishh.

fwenships breakk breakk breakk..

all breakk le..

wat's da use of living in dis worldd?

haiishh.

=[

all break fwenships..

haiishh.

=[

gonna cryy soon.

too muchh stress..

haiishh.

:'(

tiredd siia.

didn't blogg ferr da past 2 daes.

stayedd overnite at schh.

damn busyy.

reachh home ytdd at aroundd 4.

bathe.

went to slp le..

slpt ferr 2 hours.

wake up aroundd 7.

eat dinner.

den went to slp again.

actuallyy plan to wake up ytdd at 9 de.

but endd up.

todae morningg 8+ den woke up..

hahas.

total hour slp = ?

2 hours + 13 hours.

15 hours.

wa kakakakax.

i m damn tiredd siia.

n i miss my home.

anywaes.

didn't went home on frii.

directlyy stayy backk.

wif fernx.

didd homeworkk at class.

left ermm.

1 question of maths.

den.

science bahhx.

no more le.

chi done.

wa kakakax.

den rene cum.

help her paint a lil' bit of her St John thingyy.

hahaas.

den yee cum.

yupps.

den went down.

put thingg at scout room.

den start workk le.

as mabelline mdm haben cum yet.

we went to help pioneeringg.

carryy da wood up n down.

damn heavyy.

kenna trickedd too.

idiot.

as.

da past few daes was rainingg.

da mudd was soggyy.

yupps.

it was damn soggyy ya.

den keep on go toilet.

washh shoe.

haii my shoe becum sho super wet.

idiot.

den.

forget do wat.

ji dan!

dat smurf go kickk myy shirt.

he claimedd da it was accidentally.

pi gu.

last time step my handd.

now kickk me.

still purposelyy huhh.

den i cryy lorhhx.

:'(.

den after dat was dinner's time.

didn't eat ya.

onli eat da nugget.n da egg.

didn't touchh da rice.

hahahahas.

den.

after dinner.

went to change into slippers.

was feelingg muchh more betetr.

den.

went to leaflet dere.

help to cut out da coupon thingyy.

den.

aroundd 9.

mabelline reachh.

but me n jiex went to help out at da stastics displayy.

den.

do do do do.

i keep on run up n down.

sianx diaox.

go take da trophy.

hahas.

i gt 1st ferr da donation draw thingyy at jurongg district worhhx.

surprisedd siia.

den.

do do do do.

den fall in.

den do again.

den.

me n jiex went to eat maggie.

hahahas.

we bothh share 1 cup.

den after dat.

do da badges thingyy.

den.

go watchh toilet.

omggggg.

sorryy ya jiex.

sabo u.

cox.

ms kangg sae she neededd help.

den horx.

no1 agreed.

den she sort of angryy.

den how i know..

go washh toilet.

den.

go washh my scouts shoe too.

it was damn dirtyy can.

cox of yongren larhhx.

zzz~

den went to batheeee~

yupps.

it was freakinglyy coldd can.

i freezingg siia.

jiex too.

anywaes.

borrow towel from jiex.

n shampoo n soap ferr yayan.

thankx ya~

hahas.

den suddenlyy.

when it was myy turn to bathe.

mabelline mdm call.

sae she neededd help.

den we go help her.

yupps.

after i bathe.

coldd~

den.

do do do.

put da cd into da cover.

den count count count.

den i go sit down dere put da paper into da printer.

yupps.

den everythingg was done at 6 like dat.

hmmm.

was abt to go up to slp.

denn.

suddenlyy.

fall in.

kaox.

i wan to slp~~

den.

after doingg da area-cleaningg.

went to slp awhile.

slp abt 20 mins like dat.

was toldd to fall in.

i dunchh no siia.

jiex woke me up.

hahas.

den.

went to carryy da woodd again.

ji dan!

den.

after dat.

change into full u.

was onlii given veryy little time to change siia.

zzz~

heardd dat tml gt meetingg again.

wa..

i wan cryy liaox.

den.

irene mdm askk who gt hp.

den i sae i gt.

nv do i know..

askk me go outside wait ferr da macdonald's delieveryy thingy.

i became mosquito's breakfast.

ji dan!

kenna bit byy mosquito.

gt 6 bites like dat.

ji dan gao..

den..

carriedd up da thngyy.

with fenn mien's help.

hees.

she came to peii me wait ferr da thingyy.

den after dat.

went to peii her to media.

hees.

but after dat.

was calledd backk ferr meetingg again.

sho kinda of like.

pangsehh her.

sryy lehhx!

den..

was toldd to gif da leaflets to da sec 1.

sianx.

saw da performance too.

quite nice.

but choir.

da boys singg still ok.

but gals "zou yin"

means out of tune..

den..

lok mun singg veryy nice lehhx.

yupps.

it realli was.

den..

gif out da thingyy.

was toldd byy yeo han sir to look after da presentz.

but i endedd up sleepingg.

wa kakakakas.

den at first.

jiex woke me up.

den after dat.

ishh irene mdm woke me up.

den after dat.

tat yongg sir.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i m damn tiredd.

den..

after dat.

aroundd 12.15 like dat.

everythingg endedd.

zzz~

help christine dismantle da structure.

den carriedd da wood.

den.

sumthingg happen.

i fell down siia.

legg gt bleedingg.

omgjeeezzzz.

den.

da wood i was carryingg.

knockk my headd.

waaaa.

damn pain sehh.

ji dan!

den.

everythingg was done byy 2.

though consent form sae will b releasedd by 1..

zzz~

den tat yongg sir talkk.

den finallyy releasedd.

den me n yee went to mrt station to change.

hahahas.

change backk to pt kit n slipper.

cox i was damnn dirtyy.

den reachh home bathe sko~

didn't eat lunchh.

sianx.

sec 2 life damn stress.

gt loads of project.

now.

gt home econ project.

den loads of hw..

zzz~

myy art till nt done yet siia.

den still gt scrapbook.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i dunchh no how to decorate it siia.

die liaox.

engg n geo project cumingg.

sianx diaox liaox.

home econ project will b difficult.

cox needa do powerpoint.

needa do folio.

n also needa cook da dishes dat we r goingg to do.

die liaox lorhhx.

okk le.

longg post todae.

gonna go do hw le.

buaiix~









hmm.

todae went schh usual.

but..

todae de me quite sadd.

cox?

ahhhhh.

i gt myy nails CUT.

SOBBX can?

my longg nails.

haiishh.

cox i scaredd farhanahh kenna scoldedd.

den i go cut lorhhx.

den how i know?

hygiene probb ish mine..

ahhhhhhh.

qi si me.

my NAILS..

):

nt usedd to c myy nails short.

sobbx siia.

haiishh.

todae made pizza.

yupps.

mine SUX larhhx.

thinkk sho.

next time mux tryy at home b4 go schh.

cox i dunchh no how.

):

sobbx.

den.

literature at hall.

zzz~

siannx siia.

MATHS alwaes gt hw 1 lehhx.

tiredd.

zzz~

thinkk gonna slp.

tml nt blogging.

goingg to stayy overnite at schh ferr open house.

=[

ok le.

buaiix!

jux reachh home from schh nt longg ago ya.

hmm.

todae schh was ok.

except ferr ART.

it was damnn boringg.

zzz~

i almost fell asleep.

in fact.

slp awhile.

=D

sianx siia..

kor todae nv cum.

sho sadd~

lol.

hahahas.

den after schh.

go westmall.

popular.

findd divider.

but dunchh haf.

sobbx sobbx.

=[

den..

saw..

weetiongg..

den..

at bus..

thinkk i saw him too.

yupps.

nt sure whether it's himm.

hahahas.

jux didd myy home econ ws nt longg ago.

tml gt practical.

die die!

my hygiene sure 1 mark onlii.

cox..

i DUNCHH wan to cut my nails.

die also no.

hahas.

as dis ishh da first time i haf longg nails..

sobbx..

=[

haiishh.

jux now actuallyy gt post den myy idiot com..

suddenlyy shut down.

grrr.

anywaes.

last sun i bought 7 flower album.

thinkk it's da gai ban.

wait ferr quite longg le..

anywaes.

i rate it 4/5 stars bahhx.

cox gt 3 songs dat i dunchh like.

sum songs quite like.

in LOVE wif weiru & qiao en.

n xiao jie bahhx..

dunchh realli like xiao qiao.

bu dongg larhhx.

anywaes.

jiex ytdd tell me.

dis fri needa stayy overnite in schh.

zzz~

mabelline mdm sae de..

zzz~

i wan slp siia.

den she summore sae thurs slp more den enough.

cox most probalyy fri we dunchh need to slp le..

needa finishh 3oo cds..

n sum other thingyy.

i wan cryy liaox siia.

zzz~

ytdd thinkk n thinkk.

hmm.

i dunchh no wat to do kkaess.

haiishh.

anywaes.

thankx.

laypengg jiex.jesrene jiex.sookyee meiix.peiyii jiex.fen mien meiix.weihaw kor.

n mingshengg kor bahhx.

yupps.

thankx loads kkaess.

((:

esp sookyee n jesrene.

later goingg to start doingg my scrapbookk.

n still gt engg hw.

zzz~

rather sadd..

hen xiangg ku..

realli feel like cryingg le.

haiishh.

bare longg enoughh..

i wan to cryy le..

haiishh..

y u lie to me..

if u nv lie to me..

everythingg wun b like dat le..

any1 who knows myy secret blogg add can directlyy go in..

backk to post after a tiringg dae at schh.

zzz~

i WAN to slp larhhx.

still abit sadd bahhx.

dunchh no y ehhx.

=[.

siannx.

in schh..

hmm.

reachh schh aroundd 7.

fen mien nv cum.

oh SOBBX can.

i wan cryy liaox.

my bestie didn't cum.

sobbx siia.

luckilyy i still gt SOTONG.mummyy n ah ma to peii me.

hees.

ok larhhx.

sotong => jesrene.

mummyy => peiyii.

ah ma => sook yee.

hees.

i also nickk.

bingg ren.

in englishh.

it's sickk pple.

siannx.

hees.

my translate veryy lousyy larhhx.

todae moodd still ok.

abiit depression larhhx.

yupps.

anywaes.

todae de time can sae past quite fast bahhx.

dunchh no ehhx.

anywaes.

it's a COLD dae todae.

BRRR~

freezingg siia me.

jesrene n yee still gt take muii jacket.

bullyy me.

=[.

hees.

anywaes.

morningg go take height n weight.

aiya.

me scaredd scaredd.

scaredd scaredd i increase weight siia.

den i can go CRY liaox lorhhx.

hees ((:

but to myy surprise.

i didn't increase worhhx.

decrease insteadd.

hees.

decrease 2-3 kg like dat.

yupps.

happyy ((:

den.

height.

aiya.

still short.

weirdd siia.

=/

from p6 de 158 cm.

now ehhx.

156 cm.

last year?

155 cm.

zzz~

at least i grow 1 CM kkaess.

1 cm also gd.

better den decrease.

hees.

thinkk i will b out of da 11o% taf.

hope sho.

if nt i will continue to "jian fei"

hees.

todae recess didn't eat.

hees.

frm schh start till now.

i alwaes nv eat ferr recess le.

c da foodd.

i will wan vomit le.

=/.

drinkk milo onlii.

hees.

studiedd chinese too.

aiya.

CHINESE exams..

i fail dingg le siia.

i dunchh no how to do.

was sittingg dere.

fa dai.

die.

i thinkk i leave da question le.

yupps.

ok.

after chinese was maths.

hmm.

i thinkk i haf fell in love wif maths le.

hees.

cox last time maths lesson alwaes make me slp.

hahas.

now nahh.

gt hw again.

zzz~

den.

was englishh.

den contact time.

* sch end *

finallyy.

hees.

mummyy cum fetchh me home.

rainingg heavilyy.

reachh home aroundd ermm.

2.45.

yupps.

cox kenna delatedd 15 mins.

zzz~

reachh home eat lunchh.

eat ice cream.

=D

den.

went to do hw.

yayy!

i finallyy did finishh maths hw.

hees.

but engg.

nahh.

sianx.

later den do bahhx.

ok le..

now closingg to 5..

thinkk i also shouldd go n bathe.

PS : i m still in myy pe attire.

hahahahas.

ok le.

enough of my craps.

zzz~

buaiix!

anywaes.

happyy hari raya puasa or haji to those muslims out dere!

hees.

best wishes.

<3<3

smthh ishh wrongg wif my stomachh..

yupps..

everytime duringg recess time.

i haf realli realli no appetite..

as a result..

i lost 2 kg..

u c..

when u haf no appetite..

u sure wun eat de riitex..

den i skip recess..

skip lunchh too..

cox realli no appetite marhhx..

den horx..

my stomachh veryy weirdd.

sumtimes pain.

sumtimes nt pain.

eat le still pain.

sumtimes feel like vommitingg.

sumtimes pain till tears also can cum out..

eat medicine also no use..

how?

wat shouldd i do?

dis probb..

i haf facedd ferr 2 years le..

da painn ishh simplyy unbearable..

sumtimes.

PAIN! PAIN!

real pain de..

sumtimes pain till my face becum pale..

haiishh..

i m a weak gal..

my bodyy ishh weakk..

later goingg to westmall to buyy sum stationaries & schh thingyy..

yupps..

hope myy stomachh probb ishh a nt wat kindd of thingg..

nt goingg to c a doctor abt it..

haiishh.

now den i know dat actuallyy loads of pple hate me..

i checkk my msn jux now.

n realisedd dat loads of pple deletedd me.

yupps.

i m veryy lingg ren tao yann.

i m nt a gdd gal.

i m a badd gal.

dat's y.

i dunchh haf muchh fwens.

i sux.

yupps.

i realli realli sux.

no1 likes me.

it's a fact.

maybb i realli didd smthh wrongg bahhx.

haiishh.

but wat's da point now?

i haf lost almost all my fwens le.

nvmm.

true fwens wun leave.

n..

now..

i haf seen all their true colours..

maybb i haf change alot of bahhx.

i dunchh no..

feel like cryingg..

yupps.

i m a cryy babyy.

i onli know how to sae sryy.

n i real sux..

ya..

i do sux..

no1 likes me..

i m jux a lonelyy gal..

too tian zhen le..

yupps.

realli..

i alwaes take everythingg ferr grantedd.

n now..

i haf lose loads of things..

n deyy wouldd nv b returnn backk to me..

anymore..

includingg my fwens..

yupps.

tears dropp down.

no use anymore..

even though how manyy tears drop down..

no1 cares..

as i sux..

n i believe..

most of u thinkk dat i m tellingg lies.

i dunchh care..

hate me bahhx..

since i veryy lingg ren tao yann..

i sux to da core..

yupps.

i realli sux..

i dunchh haf any true fwens..

maybb gt..

but..

dat ish no word as "true fwens" in real life..

haiishh.

sadd..

no use..

i sux..

anywaes..

next time if i dunchh go schh.

or transfer.

no1 cares..

as i haf nv exist b4..

realli wishh i couldd die..

thinkk i goingg to cryy to slp dis few daes..

n endd up wif swollen eyes..

i couldd nv b happyy again..

cox i sux..

realli wishh dat i couldd die..

sho dat..

i couldd haf no worries..

no pains..

no nthh..

jux PEACE..

whichh ishh wat i m wishingg ferr.

NING SUX!

yupps.

she real sux..

she's damn useless.

loads of pple hate her.

she's a bitchh.

a slut..

fcuker..

sucker..

wateva..

bossyy.

bitchyy..

badd.

evil..

witchh..

badd attitude..

attitude problemm..

she sux..

she ishh uglyy.

real uglyy.

real sux..

TRUE FWENS DOES NT EXIST IN THIS WORLDD..

n i m livingg in myy miserable worldd.

wif no cares.

no nthh..

jux pains..

n sadness.

no use to sae all dis..

i thinkk i made a grave mistake..

nthh to comment..

:'(

haiishh.

dis few daes..

weirdd weirdd de.

anywaes.

ytdd was jesrene's birthdae.

yupps..

happyy birthdae.

=]

den..

deyy cum my house celebrate.

at first gt quite a lot cum de.

den in the endd all nv cum..

nthh to sae.

in the endd.

onlii me.yee.yi.renee.fernx came.

yupps.

we gif her a rainie cd as a birthdae present.

she realli real happyy.

yupps yupps.

=]

anywaes.

to know more abt ytdd.

go to renee's blogg or yi's blogg.

hmm.

todae.

my moodd was.

=> sadd.
=> angryy.
=> depressedd.
=> stress.
=> a lil' bit of joyy.

yupps.

know whyy?

todae.

sum1 show me attitude.

yupps.

i ren hen jiu le.

attitude jiu shi attitude lorhhx.

i did nthh wrongg.

wan show attitude i ren.

i hackk care anywaes.

sux siia.

nvm.

now mux CHIONGG HW.

insteadd of focusingg on dis kindd of bo-liao things.

chiongg hw.

revise.

get better results.

den maybb can transfer.

mux REALLI REALLI CHIONG.

tml goingg yi's house.

zzz~

i m sho tiredd.

sec 2 sho stress... ...

=[

todae no time to post..

will post tml..

as it's a mux post..

as we realli haf loads of fun todae.

hees.

post tml.

tiredd.

=[

haiishh!

yuan ben hai yi wei sec 2 de life will b better.

but horx..

nv thinkk of it..

it even sux..

haiishh.

i dunchh like miss tan sze ghee de.

cox she alwaes like to wear short skirt..

den 1 time..

even "zhao geng"

haiishh.

u dunchh like dat teacher to teachh u..

den he/she will sure teachh u de.

zzz~

haiishh.

myy mouthh ishh full of medicine taste.

no other taste.

onlii medicine.

feels like pukingg.

='((

I WAN TO RECOVER!

todae didn't went to schh.

ytdd nite haf probs sleepingg.

as i cnt breathe..

haf to breathe thru myy mouthh.

as myy nose blockk.

haf trouble sleepingg.

keep on wakingg up at the nite.

force myself to slp.

='((

i HATE to b SICKK!

grrrrrrrrr.

most probalyy goingg to schh tml.

but myy maidd sae horx.

maybb tml ask me dunchh go schh.

cox.

myy bodyy veryy pain!

haiishh.

damn swayy de 2oo6.

2e3.

dunchh no wat will happen dis year again.

feel like pukingg after eatingg da medicine.

no appetite to eat.

if tml still fever.

bloodd test le.

usedd to it le.

alwaes bloodd test.

2oo6 wishes:

haf a more healthyy bodyy.

=]

ok le.

i go packk my things ferr tml.

hees.

haiishh.

damn swayy todae.

first dae of schh sickk.

=.="'

at class.

fernx tell teacher i nt feeling well.

den.

kenna sendd backk home byy mr govin..

advisedd byy mr chia to go c doctor.

siannx.

1st dae of schh jiu sickk.

den.

waitedd 2 hrs ferr da doctor.

super DUPER longg.

den.

doctor sae..

3 daes haben ok go take blood test.

i alwaes take bloodd test de lehhx.

sobbx.

='((

gt loads of medicine..

haiishh.

da fridge all ishh my medicine..

siannx.

anywaes.

2oo6 isn't a gd year too.

every1's form teacher didn't change.

except ferr us!

nt fair.

our form teacher ishh mrs nani.

either ms or mrs bahhx.

den.

was toldd byy yi dat i sit wif ms in class.

zzz~

nvmm.

hahahas.

sickk.

todae morningg woke up at aroundd 11.

cox ytdd slp late.

aroundd 3.

was chiongg-ingg maths hw.

n i managed to do sho.

yayy!

now left book review.

jux did 1 bk review.

left 1 more.

yay.

it's goingg to b twelve soon.

schh reopeningg soon.

cnt slp late le.

if nt later cnt wake up.

hees ((:

anywaes.

todae went to orchardd.

went to taka.

den to wistma.

den to isetan.

den to shaw house.

den went to eat.

den went home le.

tiredd.

now still doingg bk review.

tookk me 3 hrs.

sianx.

countdown.

1 more to schh reopen.

HAIISHH!!

<3<3

2oo6 cum le.

yupps.

i m still awake.

hees.((:

goingg to slp soon.

it's 1:26 am now.

well.

quite late.

i m still CHIONG-ingg my hw.

left book review now.

n a few questions of maths.

gonna do maths finishh byy todae.

tml bk review.

den.

i m finallyy DONE wif my hw.

hees.

2oo6 cum le.

abit dunchh feel dat happyy.

weirdd.

yupps.

i m weirdd.

okk.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ANYWAES!

=DD

gonna chiongg now.

((:

count down.

2 more daes b4 schh reopens.

maybb.

it's 1 more dae bahhx.

='((