ytdd didn't blogg.

actuallyy I DIDD.

but i deletedd the post awayy.

maybb sum of u saw it.

well.

LIFE ISHH NTHH.

but.

FULL OF UPS & DOWNS.

next week most probalyy go out wif huiwenn.

to dunchh no where.

watchh CHICKEN LITTLE.

it will b OUT tml.

((:

my bro ishh helpingg me to dryy my hair.

i jux bathhe.

dat's y.

he jux love to playy wif my hair lorhhx.

he likes to combb it.

playy wif it.

hahahahax.

HAIRSTYLIST?

maybb.

lol.

i dunchh no wat to blogg le.

buaiix.

Geh Deh Ji Geum is a nice songg.

full house de.

nice nice.

heardd it first fromm woonguek's fwenster profile.

now like to watchh le.

korean dramas r nice.

thinkk i now into it le.

hehhz.

ytdd went to taka.

blahh blahh blahhss.

bought 5 - 6 boxes of chocolate.

from ROYCE.

yummyy.

den eat alot of things.

grow fat liaox.

='(

morning went office to workk.

slackingg actually.

ok larhhx.

dunchh no wat to blogg le.

buaiix.

off to qingg chu yu lan last episode.

='(

lol..my kitchen.newly renovatedd.





weirdd.





retardedd xD





hmmmmm.





my wiinie.alot alot.hehhz.





hahahahahax.





my sis n me.xP





myself.hahahahax.





lol..





the swimming pool of muii house.nice?





lol.my bro.





=)





messyy table.





messyy room.





hehhz.





kitchen again..





lol.xP





my condo view.





table clearedd x)

JEALOUSYY.

HATRED.

CONFUSED.

GUILTYY.

SADDNESS.

SORRYY.

TIREDD.

WEIRDDNESS.

MADDNESS.

SIAOX.

ok larhhx.

i also dunchh no y i post dis?

i m madd.

HATREDD.

yuppies*

to my bro?

nahh.

i still LOVE himm.

but i DUNCHH wan to admit.

how?

='(

my mum too.

HATREDD.

nahh.

dunchh haf dat KIND of feelings ehhx.

how?

JESSLYN BEY.

HATREDD.

yuppies*

abit larhhx.

but still treat her as FWEN?

i dunchh no.

POHH KHEE.

dunchh no.

JEALOUSY

NAHH.

i DUNCHH gt jealous easilyy.

mayb?

hehhz.

well.

it's true.

WEIRDDNESS.

YUPPIES*

to me.

i m a WEIRDD gal.

SIAONESS TOO.

CONFUSEDD

yuppies.

abit of confusion.

SORRYY

also gt ehhx.

i m madd.

MADDNESS

agree to dis larhhx.

ok larhhx.

i also dunchh no wat i m doingg dis few daes.

BEAR wif MY MADDNESS.

kkaess?

i PROMISE.

i will b FINE.

after a few daes =).

realli gone madd.

I WAN TO GO OUT.

to TAKE alot of neos.

i wan take neos wif alot of pple.

huiwen.xiinyii.yoksann.jesrene.peiiyii.fernx.yee.angella.jingyii.peiyingg.june.

oh WELL.

the 4 of us.

JUNE,MUII,ANGELLA,JINGYII

nv go out together ehhx.

everytime ishh muii.

wif angella.jingyii.

but nv go out wif june b4 ehhx.

WEIRDD.

lol.

=DD.

i m madd.

later gt BBQ.

invitedd.

xP

managedd to cut 1 kg.

lol.

SIAOX.

too MUCH oilyy food.

ok larhhx.

dis PART.

i m REALLI REALLI MADD.

RETARDEDD =DD


well.

ytdd gt smthh happenn.

becox of 1 idiot.

my fuckingg bro.

i hate himm.

n dat's it.

grrrrrrrrr.

his a hai ren jingg.

anywaes.

ytdd haf a dream larhhx.

weirdd weirdd de.

dis few daes haf alot of weirdd weirdd de dreams ehhx.

i dreamt dat.

i go ice skatingg.

n horx.

dunchh no wat ehhx.

it's a frii.

den ermm.

gt scouts.

i dreamt dat b4 scouts i go ice skatingg.

den i can skate well?

huhh.

weirdd dream.

den suddenlyy realise gt scouts.

den late liaox.

den take cab go home.

den ermm.

reachh schh at abt 5?

den kenna punishedd.

wa sehh.

dunnchh no wat dream ishh dat larhhx.

dis few daes keep on haf alot alot of weirdd dreams.

last time even dreamt of PSLE questions ehhx.

den the questions realli gt come out ehhx.

weirdd weirdd weirdd.

alot of weirdd dreams.

change nickk le.

` DREAMYBABYNING

hahahahx.

weirdd ritex dat nickk.

sounds retardedd.

lol.

=)

siaox liaox me.

xP

ok larhhx.

nthh to post le.

buaiix.

hmmmmmm.

nthh to do larhhx.

todae also dunchh no wat to post.

ok.

end >.<

another post larhhx.

too boringg le larhhx.

gonna do my hw later.

most probalyy larhhx.

addictedd to kireida.

w-inds singg de songg.

veryy nice lorhhx.

n qing chu yu lan theme songg.

okk larhhx.

i admit i m siaox.

jux createdd another blogg.

www.fwenships-dunchh-break-easilyy.blogspot.com

dunchh no create ferr wat larhhx.

but dat blogg no post de.

wa kakakakakakakax.

nt gonna reveal my private blogg add.

hahahahax.

kkaess larhhx.

siannx.

HOLS siannx.

i hate.

ytdd haf a veryy veryy weirdd de dreamm.

i dreamt dat ALFIE kiss me lorhhx.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

m i madd?

ytdd dream of alot alot of 6S 04' de classmates.

n the kiss.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

oh well.

disgustingg larhhx.

hahahahax.

ytdd wang zi bian qingg wa finishh le.

nice endingg.

i lurbe the hearts.

how i wishh also can haf same endingg as dem.

wa kakakakakax.

but too badd larhhx huhh.

i dunchh like any1 now.

sho therefore.

no endingg.

i myself like dat show alot.

their theme songs.

etc.

alot alot.

ESP ye tian yu larhhx.

CHEN QIAO EN.

wa kakakakax.

madd.

=)).

I HARTS DEM <3

5566 - Zax Wangg.

R&B (though jie san le larhhx) zaiizaii.xiao weii.

lala -> anthonyy(ye zheng zhe).ke jia en.

cyndii.

jayy?maybb.a little larhhx huhh.

HELLO KITTY.my fav.

my melodyy too.

babyy looney tunes -> sylvester.HAO CUTE WORHHX.

alot alot alot alot more.

sae out.

i will turn insane byy den.

xP

* turns insane *

aiya.

too siannx.

dat's y turn insane le.

[[ * Countdown 14 more daes * ]]

i will b thailandd by den.

hehhz.

MISS ME BAHHX.

okk.

too byl le.

hahahax.

endd x)

okk.

i m deadd.

I JUX RECEIVEDD NEWS.

DAT.

GO TO THAILANDD.

NEED VACCINE FERR CHICKEN FLU ARHHX.

NONONONONONONONO.

I M SCAREDD OF INJECTION.

THE PAINN.

i m afraidd dat i wouldd screamm.

i dunchh wan go le.

i dunchh wan painn.

* dead *

='((

nthh to post.

sho post the photos dat we took on 6S gatheringg.

whichh was unsuccessful.

hahahax.

enjoyy xP





i love dis pic.extremelyy lots.





sleepyy.





too blur le.cnt c anythingg.





overall taken.on lot1.





nice backgroundd.i <3 it alot.





kiki & lala =)).CUTE backgroundd.





hmmm.

hols r boringg.

well.

didn't blogg ytdd.

no moodd.

ytdd slp at 1 am +.

i forget wat time.

my sis.my bro.me.

we watchh tv.

watchh da chang jin.qing chu yu lan.wan quan yu le.zong yi da ge da.n 1 police show.

nice huhh.

den stomachh hungryy.

we sneakk into the kitchenn n eat cup noodles.

wa kakakakakax.

when my mummy came out of her room.

my sis go hide the cup noodles under the table xP.

hahahax.

den my mummyy force us go slp.

den sae tml wake us up at 8.

n true.

WE WERE WOKEN UP BY HER AT 8.

ahhhh.

the cup noodles.

theyy chiongg out to take.

eat in my room.

heckk care.

x)).

den chat wif weihaw thru SMS.

he know i xing qingg bu hao larhhx.

hehhz.

a gd kor.

now super tiredd siia.

n i realisedd smthh.

i lost my consent formm ferr the campfire.

how?

maybb lost.

i forget where i put.

dunno wat to blogg now.

haiix.

hmmm.

hols.

hate dem.

aiya.

sianx.

dis few daes also dunno wat to post.

i WAN to buyy alot alot of things.

stationaries.

i lost alot of my pens.

boo hoo.

my fav pens.

pencils.

erasers.

i lost alot of dem.

my pencil box now emptyy.

alot alot of things i wan to buyy.

a new pencil box. (maybb). if i can gt to c 1 whichh i like lorhhx.

STATIONARIES. i love buyingg stationaries =)).

new wallet i gt 1 le.i jux bought a new one. ^^

new bagg.maybb.if converse gt release new 1.cox i simplyy LOVE converse.

ermm.

CHICKEN LITTLE.

SAMSUNG DIGITAL CAMERA.

sianx.

I WAN $1000 now.

MY SAVINGS GONE.

sobbx.

spendd too muchh on dat dae.

class gatheringg.

now no $$.

needd to earnn.

throughh my father.

spendd too muchh on neos. wateva.

alot alot.

i wan to save moneyy.

from next year onwards.

1 week $10.

endd of nov can at least gt $440.

if.

i week $15.

end of nov can at least gt $660.

wow.

I WAN TO SAVE INSTEADD OF SPENDINGG.

i wan sum moneyy now.

hahahahahax.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

ok.

another post.

b4 i slp.

i chiongg maple.

n omgg.

now.

lvl 41.3.

percent 30%+.

sobbx.

difficult to train.

i trainn on jr cellions.

ahhhhhhhh.

but still difficult ='((.

hmmm.

tml maybb go workk le.

yay~

hmmm.

i veryy swayy lorhhx.

i accidentallyy eat mango.

my mouthh swollen.

haiix.

dis happens to me whenever i eat mango or soursop.

allergyy.

ahhhh.

jux now went westmall.

eat dinner.

cum backk home.

chiong maple.

todae ishh simplyy boringg.

oh ya.

my hols plans =)).

dec.

9th to 12th dec. -> bangkok.pattaya.

cum backk.

12thh dec.

den.

14thh to 19thh dec. -> hongkong.shenzhen.n duno wat mountain.

go disneyy landd.

yay~

go c my ex maidd.

the 1 who took care of me.

from i small till abt 6 to 7 years oldd =)).

i wan go thailandd BUY alot of nice nice nice clothes.

cox i simplyy love clothes.

chicken little faster release.

i wan watchh.

maybb on 6th dec.

wif huiwenn meiix. x))

take neos neos.

alot alot alot.

wa kakakakakakakax.

i m madd.

yuppies.

madd.

CUTTING WEIGHT TIME!!

49.

i plann to cut to 45 kg.

but it's IMPOSSIBLE.

at least 47 bahhx.

hehhz.

ok.

nitex nitex.

buaiix.

muackx.

>.<

hmm.

waaaaaaaaa.

my weight from 49 becum 50 le.

my efforts ferr losingg weight..

sobbx.

MUX CUT WEIGHT LE.

wa kakakakax.

hmmm.

backk to post again larhhx.

ytdd gt BBQ.

ate quite a bit.

the chickenn wings r yummyy.

den i help to bbq.

alot alot of chickenn wings.

wa kakakakakakax.

den i go drink abt half a can of carlsberg.

veryy bitter.

i almost vomittedd. =x.

hahahax.

nthh to post.

hehhz.

jux realisedd dat i haf alot alot of things whichh i wann.

wa kakakkax.

siaox.

ok.

end. >.<

haiix.

sumtimes i wonder.

haf i realli fang xiia u le..

sobbx siia.

i dunno whether i haf realli fang xiia u le..

LIFE IS LIKE DAT DE..

haiix.

haiix.

wat shouldd i do..

seems like.

the time givenn to me isn't enoughh at all.

ahhhh.

sumtimes.

i miss u.

sumtimes.

i dunno.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hao luan arhhx.

HAO LUAN ARHHX.

life is miserable de..

ahhhhhhh.

me hen xiangg ku sumtimes.

but cnt cryy.

cheerful n happy alwaes is my forte.

wa kakakakax.

i m madd.

siaox le.

lol.

yay.

happyy.

bought a BMW todae.

tml buyy MERCEDES BENZ.

hahahahahax.

yay~

going hongkong disneyy landd.

full schedule ferr me dis hols.

todae tiredd.

zz.ZZ.zz

jux bathe.

n hmmmmmm.

morning woke up at 10++.

jux woke up mummyy askk me go out.

go shengg shiongg.

buyy things ferr tml BBQ.

bought alot larhhx.

walk here walk dere.

den went backk home.

eat le.

den my father.

bring my bro to schh.

den bringg me n mumm go c car.

bringg my sis too.

deyy went in schh to bluff teacher sae we needa go malaysia.

hahahax.

den go c BMW.

go test car.

den bought 1.

den go circles & carriages.

hmmmm.

go c mercedes.

tml buyy.

cox my father jux now tryy the BMW till abt 5.30 like dat.

den he needa signn smthh at his office.

den brought us to the office.

had instant noodle.

me n my sis were famishedd.

den fetchh my bro.

den cum home.

eat.

den bringg my brother go his fwens house.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

veryy tiredd.

=((

now veryy sleepyy.

zz.ZZ.zz

tml BBQ.

n gt pre NPC ferr those selectedd ones.

all the best n takkaires ya.

hehhz. xP

y can't u jux gif up..

i dun like u de..

u wait also no use..

cox.

i dun like any1.

except ferr studies.

i enjoyy the life i haf now.

I DUN WAN TO LOVE ANY1.

EXCEPT.

my kor.jiex.di.meiix.

my familyy.

HAIIX.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

pls.

i dun like u.

realli.

NOWADAYS.

realli realli confusedd.

i dun like any1..

realli..

nt even u.

sho jux gif up.

n go findd others.

i know.

3 years time.

u wait.

no use de.

wait also no use.

dun blame ferr beingg heartless.

haiix.

jux LEAVE ME ALONE.

='((

veryy downn.

finally a new blogskin.

huiwen make de skinn i will put at my private blogg.

maybb now i once a week change 1 skinn.

hehhz.

hmmm.

long time since i post le bahhx.

hehhz.

mon.

the gathering WAS RUIN!!

ahhhhhhhhhh.

west coast parkk too manyy pri schh student.

cox of the green weekk.

plus.

dere is no beachh.

sobbx sobbx.

actually wantedd to go sentosa.

angella cnt.

sobbx.

hmmmmm.

rayann bringg his dogg go.

lol.

the dogg was same size as him.

hmmmm.

den the gals went to lot 1.

the boys went to rayan's house.

den.

me.ying.angella.

went to lot 1 n meet jingyi.

take neos.

den went to eat.

the neos were rather nice.

i spend alot moneyy.

abt $62.

i make a name chainn.

cost $10.10.

wif 4 letter.

a pink strap.

n a little dogg.

SHO EX!!

den went yellow.

bought 1 star necklace.

1 pendant.

the pendant was the shape of a keyy.

veryy nice.

bought ear stickk too.

wa.

spendd abt $18.

sobbx sobbx.

den neos.

$7 bahhx.

waaaaaaaaa.

broke le me.

den i also dunno wat i buyy.

went to eat.

den ermm.

i also dunno how i spendd moneyy sho fast siia.

heart painn.

needa save alot le.

hmmmm.

well.

i haf thought of it.

next year.

if i save $10 per week.

by the end of monthh.

i can save $440.

alot riitex.

den if $15.

can save $660 lehhx.

wow.

next year mux start to save moneyy.

actually todae was supposedd to go view BMW cars wif my father.

but.

HE WENT TO BATAM!!

ahh.

he now confusedd.

to buyy mercedes BENZ. or BMW.

den.

my father wan buyy terrace.

den he sae.

mayb wan buyy 1 more condo.

above us de.

dunno lehhx.

ahhhhh.

dis few daes.

nthh muchh to post.

my books cum le.

home deliveryy.

at nite cum.

lol.

the ringg file sho uglyy sia.

hahahax.

hmmmmmm.

i dunno if i shouldd wrap my books wif wrapping paper like wat i do last year.

to my books.

but me scaredd teacher scoldd.

hack care.

haben even touchh my hols hw.

gt larhhx.

do a little bit of maths.

little bit of geo.

finishh chinese.

it's easyy.

hmmmmmmmm.

ok.

end >.<

haiix.

it seems like.

onlii my blogg understands me.

nobodyy does.

all fake.

maybb sum realli understands me.

but maybb dere isn't

haiix.

=(

realli realli confusedd.

tml haf gatheringg.

at west coast.

hope i can realli enjoyy myself.

whichh i know maybb i cnt'.

haiix.

god.

y u alwaes mux playy trickk on me?

maybb i shouldd realli wait.

after the streamingg year.

gt into bio.

n maybb.

can steadd.

but i thinkk.

no1 will wans me.

n i thinkk.

i dun wishh to steadd.

failures after another.

no more steaddingg.

it is jux another hurt.

nvmm.

dun thinkk abt it.

ytdd nite.

criedd myself to slp.

i realisedd.

smthh.

whichh i m nt goingg to sae.

haiix.

he blockk me in MSN.

i know he hates me.

but.

hope.

dat we can still b like in the past.

close kor n meiix.

but i KNOW.

it's impossible.

as DERE'S NO miracle in dis worldd.

but i realli hope ferr 1.

thinkk too muchh le.

='((

haiix.

CHEER UP BAHHX.

NING.

but i know it's impossible.

gif me 2 months time.

n i'll tryy to forget my love ferr u.

like how i forget ys.

i took abt 2 monthhs.

close to 3 monthhs.

until u came.

haiix.

='((

nvmm.

jux carryy on wif life.

jux cheer up.

n go aroundd to cheer pple up.

i love u alot.

n dis is wat i gt.

i realli hope ferr a positive ans..

i dun wan to break de..

but dis is wat u gif me.

i gt no choice but to respect ur ans.

hope u can b happyy..

n as ferr me.

leave me alone to die.

i love u..

='((

my feelings.

hurt.

i realli realli love u alot alot.

but break le.

wat can i do?

haiix.

i realli hope.

sumwhere.

sumhow.

dere will b a miracle.

u will askk ferr a patchh.

but it's ALL impossible.

sobbx sobbx sobbx.

jux woke up.

wif a headache.

n sore throat.

wasn't feelingg veryy well.

almost faintedd.

REALLI PAIN.

ytdd endedd up wif a gastric painn.

almost everydae gt gastric painn.

haiix.

my headd hen tongg.

sobbx. ='((

well.

backk to post again.

moodd todae nt dat badd.

rather sadd too.

maybb.

now feeling super tiredd.

morningg almost late ferr scouts.

i woke up late.

at 8.10 am.

look at the clockk.

shock tiio..

den faster rushh rushh rushh.

in the endd.

i reachh schh at 9.30.

oh well.

the meeting starts at 10.30.

=.="'

den me walkk to lakeside.

wait ferr yee.

talkingg to ms too.

go out san san xin.

den cheer up a little le.

den went schh.

learn knots.

learn quite abit.

can sae rather happyy after learningg dis knot.

den later gt "games"

rather lame.

needa make a strectcher.

oh well.

we made 1.

n it collapse.

randall sat on it.

n it gave wayy.

meaningg.

it broke.

oh well.

made another new 1.

we were the last patrol.

rachel nt feeling happyy.

guess sho.

as smurf gif attitude.

den.

randall.

veryy heavyy siia.

we carried himm all the wayy to merlimau.

oh well.

zhong dao wo ban sii.

hahahax.

den.

go digg sandd.

i almost puke.

the WORMS.

the SMELL.

oh well.

it's heavenlyy "nice"

as in.

SMELLY.

ITS HORRIBLYY DISGUSTINGG LARHHX.

hahahax.

den we gave up.

hackk care.

weilinn also no moodd.

smurf too.

yee too.

me too.

weina too.

aiya.

in short.

whole patrol.

den tat yongg sir came.

wait ferr him sho longg.

gt campfire.

29/12.

mayb cnt go.

my sis birthdae.

dunno lehhx.

den go jp.

wif yongrenn.

went to eat.

n i bought a wallet.

fell in love wif it.

den yongren left first.

me go meet weihaw.

go je libraryy.

do hw.

i almost fell asleepp.

hahahax.

den yongren came.

sit awhile.

den go je entertainment.

went ice skatingg rinkk.

go c c.

den deyy bullyy me.

dey go inside ARCADE.

i CNT go in.

i wear SCH U.

well.

i hate ARCADES.

lol.

den me n weihaw pangsehh yongrenn.

we RUN awayy.

ok.

went backk je libraryy.

on the wayy.

stop byy sum1.

as us to buyy choco.

i bought 3.

new M&M.

bought it ferr my sis. my bro.

hehhz.

gd siia me.

hahahax.

jkjk.

as i gt smthh ferr myself todae.

buyy smthh ferr demm too.

dat's wat a sister shouldd do.

sianx.

den i left abt abt 6.30.

my father came.

calledd my sis.

she at lot 1.

watchingg skyy highh.

wif her fwens.

but i m more interestedd in CHICKEN LITTLE.

oh well.

dec 1 den release.

sobbx sobbx.

needa wait.

next weekk gotta report ferr workk.

in my father's office.

abit reluctant larhhx.

but no choice.

i needa succeedd his business.

next mon..

going WEST COAST.

yay.

actuallyy ishh sentosa.

den alot pple cnt go.

change venue.

alot pple can go le.

hehhz.

miss 6S 04' alot.

esp ANGELLA. JINGYI . JUNE.

but too badd.

june nt goingg.

sobbx sobbx.

miss her.

=(

hmmm.

enoughh of my craps.

n horx.

he cut HIS hair le.

veryy veryy cute lehhx.

ham ham type.

ham ham => hamster.

my wayy of pronuncingg it.

hahahax.

cute cute.

me like it.

hahahax.

but dunchh spike will b better larhhx.

hahahax.

my hair.

oh well.

it sux.

but i like it.

let my fringe grow longer.

will b nice le.

yay~

n dat dumbb weihaw.

call me bunnyy.

* wails *

hahax.

nitex nitex guyys.

muackx. x))

[VERSE 1]

Well I wonder could it be

When I was dreaming 'bout you baby

You were dreaming of me

Call me crazy, call me blind

To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

[PRE-CHORUS 1]

Did I lose my love to someone better

And does she love you like I do I do,

you know I really really do

[CHORUS]

Well hey

So much I need to say

Been lonely since the day

The day you went away

So sad but true

For me there's only you

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

[VERSE 2]

I remember date and time

September twenty second

Sunday twenty five after nine In the doorway with your case

No longer shouting at each other

There were tears on our faces

[PRE-CHORUS 2]

And we were letting go of something special

Something we'll never have again

I know, I guess I really really know

[CHORUS]

The day you went away

The day you went away

[PRE-CHORUS 1]

[CHORUS]

[BRIDGE]

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone

How could I carry on

The day you went away

Cause I've been missing you so much

I have to say

Been crying since the day

The day you went away

The day you went away

The day you went away

sobbx sobbx.

realli sadd.

no1 actually know i criedd to slp ytdd nite.

onli sum know.

sobbx sobbx sobbx.

criedd like madd ytdd.

n i ended up wif swollen eyes.

abit.

nthh.

but.

a hurting truthh. ans.

LOVE SUX.

n it will alwaes sux.

to me.

anothers.

it mayb rawks.

but to me.

it sux..

sux to the core.

i hate it!!

go awayy.

how i wishh.

i could die.

the earlier.

the better.

dunno y.

i dream of him ytdd nite.

den me cryy.

after wakingg up.

dun askk me y..

it's jux.

dunno how to explainn.

but nvmm.

i wun hate u.

as it's partlyy my fault.

probalyy.

sryy..

if u all talk to me at MSN..

i nv replyy.

dun haf the moodd to replyy.

leave me alone.

jux leave me alone..

to die.

to rot.

love sux.

alwaes n 4eva.

to me.

='((

LOVE is ALL abt

TRUST , CARE , CONCERN , LOVE

n maybb still gt.

but to me.

it's like dis.

n sianx.

well.

i haf nthh to post.

actually dere ishh.

but i think.

i jux post in my private blogg.

where no1 knows my add.

my feelings.

my everythingg.

it's VERY VERY private.

n therefore.

no1 knows the address.

i hope.

hmmm

ok.

i go to my private blogg now.

buaiix.

SAD.

SAD.

SAD.

PLS & APLS COMPLAIN ABT ME!!

WHAT HAF I DONE?

I WAN TO QUIT SCOUTS!!

GET OUT OF DIS CCA ASAP!!

I HATE DIS SCHH!!

I WAN TO TRANSFER!!

I HATE EVERYTHINGG!!

THE SCHOOL ESP!!

N THE CCA.

OH WELL.

FUCK OFF.

ME WAN GET OUT OF DIS SCHH!!

DIS CCA!!

EVERYTHINGG!!

I WAN TO DIE.

SUX MAN

LET U ALL COMPLAIN.

I DISAPPEAR NEXT YEAR!

well.

todae ishh a tiringg dae.

sianx.

me jux now almost faintedd.

hahahax.

lol.

too sleepyy le larhhx.

hahahahax.

sianx sianx sianx.

my hp.

no SMS at all.

oh well.

boringg man.

lol.

me wan to use straw fold star.

use everyy straw.

cox me wan buyy new 1.

hahahahax.

ok larhhx.

me siaox.

maybb frii goingg jp wif angella.

me wann buyy new wallet. straws.

n checkk out converse.

ferr deir schh bagg.

wonder whether it's out anot lehhx.

me like converse alot de lehhx.

lol.

my face veryy hot.

me forget to applyy sunblockk.

hehhz.

lol.

MON.

GATHERINGG.

OH WELL.

PLS PLS PLS TURN UP!!

i tryy to change the venue.

it wasn't organize byy me too.

i also dunnchh no wat to do.

maybb.

i host a gatheringg.

sumwhere. sum dae. sum time.

n i will maybb.

invite sum1.

lol.

nthh to do.

feel tiredd.

=x

yay.

quite happy ehhx.

gt 6S GATHERING LE!!

yay~

yay~

yay~

yay~

me happyy.

at sentosa.

9am meet.

dunno whether i can go anot.

sobbx sobbx.

me die die also wan go..

yay.

jux receive news.

me CAN GO LE..

YAY YAY YAY.

HAPPY!!!

happyy.

happyy.

yay~

yay~

finallyy.

a GATHERING..

I MISS MY FWEN ALOT..

YAY YAY YAY.

HOPE DAT DAE NO PROGRAMMES!!

if nt me will kill pple de.

YAY~

lol.

me siaox.

but sadd at the same time.

cox he broke his promise to me.

once again.

aww.

me now gastric painn siia.

lol.

hack care.

yay~

lol.

kkaess.

end of my boringg blogg.

lol.

=))

happy happy happy happy happyy.

YAY~

finallyy.

i haf change blogskin again.

dis time now also veryy veryy nice.

=))

love it alot alot alot.

nice anot?

mux gif compliment worhhx.

siiannx.

nowadaes no taggies de.

=((

sobbx sobbx.

well.

put alot alot pictures at my profile page.

mux scroll down denn can c de.

hahahahax.

the music i go cope fromm peiyii.

hahahahahax.

hope peiyii dun mindd lorhhx.

hahahahahax.

nthh to post now.

but i now 1 thingg.

i m super sianx.

preciselyy.

hahahax.

x))

ok larhhx.

hols sux.

agree.

nthh to do.

=((

dunno wat to post now.

how?

nvmm.

i go in maple.

buaiix guys.

muackx.

dunnch no y.

i gt a super badd feelingg.

like sumthingg gonna happenn.

sumthingg whichh will let me feel hurt.

dunnchh no wat to do.

now feeling real downn.

how?

die liaox lorhhx.

y i feel sho downn.

sianx.

todae whole thingg was damn siannx.

dunno y.

haiix.

hope nthh bad will happenn to me.

mayb godd bless me.

n shoo awayy the badd feelingg..

X((

feel like cryingg.

once againn.

well.

backk to post againn.

saw june todae worhhx.

very happy ehhx =))..

hmm..

smthh gd also happenn to me larhhx.

hahahahahax.

feelingg veryy happy..

=))

nowadaes veryy sleepyy..

ytdd chat on fonee..

wif ms.

hahahahax.

chat till 2 smthh..

hahahahax.

talkk abt alot alot alot of thinggs..

hahax..

noww veryy sleeppyy larhhx..

i onli slp 5 hours.

my naughtyy father's fault.

he tickled me upp..

=((..

i wan slp he go tickled me..

bad siia himm..

hahahx.

sianx diaox lorhhx.

i gt nthh to do.

lol.

tml open house le worhhx.

cnt wait.

mayb after open house gt libraryy.

wif ermm.

3 pple =)).

everythingg stuckk at home.

hahaha.

jux now june askk me wan go outt.

call angella & jingyii.

miss dem alot worhhx..

hahahax.

anywaes..

congratulation to angella.

she went to express stream next year le..

yay~

great job angel.

hahax.

now in love wif zax.

hahahax..

zax HEN cute lehhx.

their songgs superb!

hahahax..

love 5566 lotx lotx lotx lotx.

X))

hmmmmmmm..

dunno wat to post.

tues jux bought alot alot things.

changingg specs.

buyy shoes.

buyy jacket.

buyy sandals.

spend abt $400+.

my sis too.

$400+.

my mum $600+

she bought a diamond earring.

=.='''

hahax.

my father too.

$600+

he bought a sapphire ringg.

very nice.

=))

dis monthh.

our familyy spend alot alot alot.

more den $20k le..

hahahax.

my father buyy alot of things.

me too.

happy.

hahahx.

sianx.

abit sickk now.

havingg fluu.

grrrrrrrr

hate it.

ok.

end.

dis is the most stupidd post i haf writtenn.

mua harharharharharharhar.

=)))))))

back to post againn..

i can sae dat..

i m cryingg..

ahhhhh.

i m realli confusedd..

i dunnch no wat to do..

yee go playy maple..

no1 allows me to sae OUT all MY FEELINGS!!

who can HELP ME?

realli sadd..

no1 can help me de..

well..

every1 haf a wishh..

my wishh..

is..

to studyy hard..

take bio..

or triple science..

bio is the sub whichh i m realli interestedd in..

n A mathhs..

i wan to gt in..

but i know i cnt.

dunnch need to sae..

sure cnt de..

realli dunnch no wat to do lorhhx..

how?

i m sickk..

abit larhhx..

flu..

sianx.

tml gt scouts meetingg..

=((..

dunch wan go..

no mood to go..

now i gt no face to c him le lorhhx..

die denn..

sobbx sobbx..

=((..

ning..

is.

hurt..

alot..

of..

times..

n..

dis..

hurt..

will..

disappear..

soon..

if..

possible..

attend..

her funeral..

too..

maybb..

HAO SAD ARHHX!!

='((

haiix..

i did smthh wrongg ytd..

n..

now..

i dunno wat to do..

die le..

i know he wun like me..

but nvmm..

at least sae out will feel better..

as i realli dunnch no wat to do now..

hmm..

i haf thought of transfering schh.

mayb to swiss cottage..

c whichh 1 i can go in bahhx..

ask mr gomez..

needa ask my mummyy too..

cox she also gt ask me..

u wan transfer?

i nv answer her.

as i realli dunnch no wat i wan..

as ferr now..

i totallyy regretted wat i sae..

wat i do..

haiix..

sobbx sobbx..

n..

i criedd to slp last time..

cnt slp..

sms..

wif 2 of my kors..

haiix..

i realli dunnch no wat to do..

anyy 1 can teachh me?

as i sae..

i m hopeless le..

sae out le also useless.

as no1 can help me..

n..

i wun haf the ans i wan too..

sho..

i regretted..

to sae it out..

n now.

i dunnch even haf the face to c himm..

it's better ferr us to b in the end..

wat we r..

now how?

haiix..

post again later..