siianx larhhx..

sick le..

hmm..

i miss him terribly siia..

gtg le..

buaiix~

\\ i lorhve u more den words can ever sae ,,
// i feel it growing in my hart each & every day ,,
\\ all dis i feel ,,
// has neva felt so real ,,
\\ u gave me sth no one has ever given me ,,
// its sth u cannot see ,,
\\ happiness & lorhve ,,
// lorhve so strong & true ,,
\\ it makes me think of onli u ,,
// dis wonderful feeling u given me ,,
\\ makes me wan to be wib u endlessly ,,
// i wan to be in ur arms ,,
\\ to feel ur embrace & hartbeat ,,
// it makes me feel ur so safe & warm ,,
\\ i lorhve to touch ur face ,,
// i lorhve to look into ur eyes ,,
\\ to look thru ur disguise ,,
// to feel ur warm hands within mine ,,
\\ as our fingers gently becum entwined ,,
// ur kisses r so soft & shweet ,,
\\ it makes me crave a thousand more ,,
// i wonder how ur hart keeps a steady beat ,,
\\ becos mine jus soars ,,
// i lorhve da way u let me noe ,,
\\ how much u lorhve me so ,,
// i lorhve u wib all my hart ,,
\\ til death do us apart ,,

copied from other pple.. quite nice larhhx..
but true to me..
=(

sobbx..

todae smth very very sad happen..

my chain break le..

dat 1314..

sobbx..

i m going to fixed it back..

i dun care..

anywaes..

realli feeling very sad..

cried..

wonder who saw me crying..

dat chain means alot to me..

i love it alot de..

but it break le..

anywaes..

i haf decided to gif up le..

but my heart haben gif up..

i wun gif up dat easy..

unless 1 dae i die..

but..

even if i die..

i will still b his guardian angel..

alwaes by his side..

protecting him..

let me kenna hurt nvm..

but cnt let him kenna hurt..

cnt cnt..

i hurt better den he hurt..

i m willing to sacriface everything de..

even my life..

anything..

hmm..

siianx lorhhx..

hahax..

anywaes..

chinese test ytd..

VERY LOUSY ARHHX!!

onli gt..

13.5/25..

='(..

i studied very hard ferr it lehhx..

still sho lousy..

haiix..

sobbx sobbx..

show n tell lehhx..

6 marks onli..

argh..

anywaes..

todae nt feeling very happy..

cox..

jesslyn , poh khee & yan hui keep on forcing me & fen mien go do project..

sae cnt le..

still force..

hmm..

he seems like avoiding me lehhx..

can we jux sae hello or bye bye when we see each other?

i hope we still can b fwens..

todae..

was a very sad dae ferr me..

except b4 sch release..

1 hour like dat..

play wif sook yee , david & amirul..

realli enjoyed myself..

but b4 dat..

i cried..

haiix..

he can jux walk pass the class..

ignoring me..

cold blooded..

i jux cnt take it..

haiix..

now having fever..

sobbx..

he wun care anymore le..

i tell him jux now..

his reply was..

u fever wat.. oso nt i fever.. y should i care?

dis words..

has pierced my heart..

leaving blood..

it wun b cleared away..

nv eva..

he sae slam window..

very stupid..

i know it's stupid..

okok..

u r right..

everything u r right..

i m all wrong..

i haf lost everything..

u wun know de..

all i wish is..

i can get bac all my things..

sobbx ='(

broken heart..

haiix..

daes sux..

everydae sux..

y he bluff me?

y?

i onli wan to know the reason..

y he wan to bluff me?

he promise to love me 4eva..

now..

i haf keep the promise..

but he?

nope..

he nv keep the promise..

sobbx..

he jux forget me..

dun like me anymore..

haf i done any wrong?

if so..

i m sorry..

i realli cnt let u go..

i dunno y..

u haf let me go..

u promise nt to let me go 4eva..

u promise NT to leave me 4eva..

y u bluff me?

now..

even if u sae sry..

no use le..

my heart has already shattered into pieces..

n u?

no..

no feelings at all..

nt even 1%..

y boys sae i love u but dun mean it?

realli dere is no eternity love?

y u wan to bluff me?

i realli hurt le..

promise nt to let me go..

in the end u did..

u promise nt to leave me 4eva..

n in the end..

u leave..

u promise to love me 4eva..

in the end..

u dun love me anymore..

wei shen me ai yi ge ren..

zhe me xing ku?

i feel like crying..

i didn't slp at all..

i was realli hurt..

i cried ytd..

y u mux treat me like dis?

y u mux..

do u know dat i still love u alot?

i still love u deeply..

my love hasn't change at all..

but..

urs change..

others is increasing..

as ferr urs?

decreasing..

y u treat me like dat?

y..

y u bluff me..

y?

love has been deep..

6 month le..

i realli happy all dis daes wif u..

i know u dun enjoy..

but i do..

i know u dun like me le..

but..

all i can sae is..

my heart already bleeding..

the wound can nv nv heal..

i will b left wif a broken heart..

4eva..

u gif me all dis..

haiix..

nvm..

i wun blame me..

but thankx u ferr ur love..

ferr ur everything..

ur concern..

i know now..

i m jux onli a meiix to u..

but..

haiix..

sobbx ='(

i haf made a decision..

n i gt an ans..


nth will make me gif up on him. i will still continue to love him. till the dae when i die. the love will still b inside me.. n.. even if i die. i will still b his guardian angel n continue to love him.. to guard him.. willing to sacriface my own life.. but nt his.. hope he can live happily.. all the best..


You’re always on my mind
All day just all the time
You’re everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you through rain and shiny days
I’ll love you till I die
Deep as sea, wide as sky
The beauty of our love paints rainbows
Everywhere we go I need you all my life
You’re my hope, you’re my pride
In your arms I find my haven
In your eyes my sea and sky
May life be our love paradise
I"m cold when you aren’t home
Lost and all alone
Please promise you’ll be there
When I can’t see through the clouds
My heart beats just for you I smile, I cry for you
I wanna hold you tight and tell you how I feel

qi yu rang wo ren shi ni,
yuan fen rang wo xi huan ni ,
xin ni you hua gao su ni,
wo hui yong yuan ai zhe ni,
ji shi bu neng yong you ni,
ye hui mei tian xiang zhe ni..


i wun gif up on him..
i wun find my happiness anymore..
i haf choose dis path..
n my love is still very strong..
though he dun like me le..
i still love him deeply..

darling, i still love u alot.. though ur love 4 me has decreased rapidly.. i will still continue to love u.. i know i dun mean much to u now.. But u still mean alot to me.. i cried to slp every nite.. i haf no choice but to break wif u.. i know i wun haf any more chance. but nvm.. as long as u happy, i will b glad.. i know u r trying to avoid me now.. i feel very hurt.. i still love u alot now.. but u dun.. nvm.. i wun gif up on u.. i will still continue to wait ferr u..Even if u think i very dun wan face.. nvm.. the hurt from me to u is very big.. ut when i ask u.. abit onli.. it's all my fault.. u r a very gd stead.. i m a very bad 1.. Love realli hurts alot..

now i know smth le..

actually..

every1 hates me..

i know he wun cum to my blog anymore..

but..

all i wan to sae is..

darling. i love u..

i wun pester u anymore..

i wun anymore..

i will nv pester u again..

i m sry..

i know we cnt be fwens anymore..

but jux to let u know..

i will still continue to love u..

n..

pple dunno wat happen to me..

fwens hate me..

confont pple. dey bad mouth..

talk to pple..

dey ignore me..

u all will nv know how i feel..

u all will nv know..

i keep all of dem bottled up in my heart..

once i cnt take it..

n..

haiix..

i dun wish to sae..

sobbx..

='(

no 1 will show concern to me anymore..

no 1 will..

hmm..

todae gt back result slips le..

haiix..

lousy..

anywaes..

stay back in sch wif sook yee..

den hesitate whether wan go scouts anot..

den..

after scouts meeting..

i caused out 2 troubles..

i m jux a trouble maker..

den feel realli realli sad..

anywaes..

thankx yi ling & yan hui..

btw..

to huiwen..

meiix..

i m sry..

i shouldn't like dis de..

but u dun need worry abt me de..

i m realli fine le..

cox..

i know i m very young..

i need to concentrate on my studies..

sho now..

i m more interested to study den relationship..

hmm..

all i can sae is..

i know i still like him de..

but..

we cnt b together anymore..

but dere's still a chance ferr us to be together de..

as long as i love him..

he love me..

i know he still love me..

but..

u c how the way he avoid me..

haiix..

nvm larhhx..

anywaes..

takkaires of urself..

dun need worry too much..

i will settle dis de..

cheer up alwaes =)

i love u..

to him.

hmm..

mayb i realli bu yao lian bahhx..

i try to change..

anywaes..

dis few daes..

jux realli sad..

hurt..

cried to slp last nite..

dunno y..

i m simply a crybaby..

i will nv change..

i know he dun like me anymore..

nvm..

haiix..

anywaes..

i try to forget..

but nt the memories we haf together..

n those special daes..

i will remember dem..

nv b erased..

u will nv be replaced too..

anywaes..

i failed 3 subjects le..

here's all my results..

15/30 -> eng compo..

25/70 -> history..

45/75 -> geography..

5.5/30 -> literature..

28/50 -> chinese..

71/100 -> D&T

22/50 -> maths

23/30 -> science..

all my results..

it simply sux..

i m going to STRIVE HARD..

dun care le..

sick also dun care le..

jux study study study..

having mild fever now..

sobbx ='(

anywaes..

i will try nt to think alot now..

been paying attention in class nowadays..

find dat lessons r actually nt boring..

i didn't fell asleep at all..

guai horx?

18 more daes to EOY..

*jiayou*

haiix..

u jux leave MSN..

without saying anything..

talk to u..

u wun reply..

sobbx..

u will nv know how hurt i m..

i think..

i wan to gif up le..

since u haf fallen ferr another gal..

i think i gif up bahhx..

feel like crying..

i dunno y..

ask u cum my blog..

u nv..

instead..

u went to..

sum other blog..

leave a tag..

den u go..

haiix..

nvm..

i know u haf fallen ferr her..

i gif up den..

sobbx ='(

hmm..

very long nv blog le..

sumthink big happen..

but dun wish to sae out..

anywaes..

been busy wif hw dis few daes..

also mapling =)..

hehz ^^

anywaes..

exams r round the corner..

mux study le..

later fail lehhx..

hmm..

19 more daes to EOY..

*jiayou* every1..

hehz..

gtg le..

buaiix.

anywaes..

haf a very very very fun dae todae..

went ferr scouts..

thought it will b a very very strict meeting..

cox tat yong sir cuming..

den morning i scared scared..

meeting from 8.30 till 1..

long hours..

but fun..

played water bombs..

hahax..

i wasn't wet..

den we merged all attack Patrol F..

hahahax..

after dat went cheers..

walk in the rain..

fun..

den go eat instant noodle at cheers..

yumm yumm~

but very spicy..

hehz..

den went IMM..

chiong to the neoprint dere..

hahax..

den take..

neoprint very nice lorhhx..

kekex..

hmm..

den wait ferr dar..

wait ferr very long lorhhx..

bully lehhx..

hahax..

hmm..

anywaes..

here r the neoprints we took todae..



me & huiwen.. i love dis neoprint alot..hehz..



again.. hehz.. saluting..huiwen sho chio..

>

hahax..twist twist.. i m sho ugly sehhx..sobbx..

huiwen..

i wan take again..

hehz~

gtg le..

go mapling..

buaiix~