haiishh.

dis few daes de life sho sux.

I HATE MY LIFE!

can i jump down?

i realli hate it alot.

haiishhh.

life sux.

life sux.

haiishh.

feel like cryingg..

sobbx..

budden i cnt.

i haf triedd alot of times to cheer up.

budden i cnt.

haiishh.

wat shouldd i do?

feel like breakingg down again..

):

life sux.

heart gt alot of cuts.

whichh cnt heal 4eva.

all cause byy different de person.

it jux cnt heal.

haiishhhh.

nvmm.

leave me alone.

fcukk off..

wa kakakakakas.

8 daes nv post liaox.

hehehes.

hahahas.

hohohos.

lol.

i m madd narhhs.

hehes.

nv go kayakingg todae lorhhs.

hmmm.

ferr wat reason lehhs?

hahahahas.

sianx narhhs.

gt backk myy result slip liaox.

damn lousyy.

sobbx.

engg ~> 63
chinese ~> 67
mathhs ~> 53
science ~> 73
geography ~> 6o
literature ~> 43
home econ ~> 73
visual arts ~> 56

average ~> 61%

sobbx.

i needa workk harder on it le.

esp on chinese.

i wan to make it to 8o.

n englishh mux b 7o%.

den total average MUX b 8o%

sho i can get into higher mother tongue.

den if i wan to take triple scii.

i mux get 75% science.75% physics component & 7o% mathhs.

wa kakakas.

physics i fail till veryy jia lat.

die le.

den chem.

same as phy.

bio ishh 8o% science & 7o% mathhs.

den a mathhs mux needd 65%

den combinedd de chem/bio.

ishh 75% scii & 7o% mathhs.

me alreadyy choose wat i wan le.

1st choice.

CH (SS/Geog) Physics.Chem.A Maths.Bio.

2nd choice.

CH (SS/Geog) Phy.Sci (Chem/Bio).A Maths

3rd choice.

CH (SS/Geog) Sci (Phy/Chem).A Maths.POA.

hahahas.

i cnt get in de.

sure endd up go 3e3.

i dunchh wan siia.

dat ******* de class.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

nw downloadingg maple patchh.

sianx larhhs dis few daes.

budden also happyy.

xP

y happyy?

lol.

cox happyy.

siaox liaox larhhs me.

hees.

sianx narhhs.

siannnnnx.

SHO MANY HW!

shereen sux narhhs.

alwaes gif us hw.

shit her.

lol.

dat dae still stayy us backk ferr detention.

haii me gastric paiin.

stupidd.

den thurs.

class made ms chongg cryy.

i almost cryy lorhhs.

haiishh.

cox no1 wanna go ferr da rehearsal.

den ms chongg spendd alot of time on it lorhhs.

alot of effort too.

no1 wan wanna cum.

yee n me cum onlii.

fernx nv cum cox she needa take test.

den yii nv go cox she headache.

can understandd.

budden ms deyy all dunchh wan to go lorhhs.

shit dem.

yee n me damn angryy.

i even cryy lorhhs.

yee too.

haiishhh.

kkx larhhs.

dunchh no wat to post liaox.

btw.

change blogg music liaox.

sumtimes.

love it alot.

love him too.

xP

kkaess larhhs.

blogg todae.

wa kakakakas.

1o daes nv blogg liaox.

i sho clever.

xD.

dis few daes veryy happyy nors.

realli.

veryy longg nv sho happyy le larhhs.

anywaes.

I HATE HIM LARHHS!

stupiddddd.

i jux hate him.

dis few daes de time all spendd on job weekk le.

sobbx sobbx.

walkk till i legg pain.

budden mostlyy slackingg.

wa kaakkakas.

1st dae of job weekk.

morningg went ferr medical checkkup.

results nt dat gd.

sobbx siia.

maybb goingg ferr operation lers.

sobbx.

maybb onlii larhhs.

hope deyy wun call.

pls!

hahas.

den went do job weekk.

at teban & pandan garden.

sianx larhhs.

all oldd folks.

summore dere veryy quiet.

i dat dae earn $4o.

hahahahas.

$4o onlii lehhs.

den after dat tookk dunchh no wat bus go je.

143 i thinkk.

gt dis bus marhhs?

hahahas.

den reachh dere.

go ice skatingg rinkk.

go c pple skate.

den dis den dat.

meet him.

(:

den.

parents cum fetchh me go home narhhs.

reachh home msn i thinkk.

den jiiu slp.

2nd dae.

continue..

sianx larhhs.

2ndd dae i thinkk ishh do at gek pohh dere.

i forget le..

dat dae earn abt $39 onlii.

hahahaahas.

was busyy slackingg da WHOLE DAE!

i hate jobb weekk larhhs.

seriouslyy.

hahahahas.

den.

dat dae gt campfire.

we left gekk pohh aroundd 4.

den go je lorhhs.

hahahas.

campfire nt dat fun.

budden i still veryy happyy.

xP

hahahas.

den take cabb go home.

go home gastric pain again.

sobbbbbx.

damn painn.

almost criedd siia.

den msn.

den jiiu zzz le.

3rdd dae.

i thinkk ishh go ermmmmm.

jurongg dere do.

near schh de.

do till abt 12 like dat go backk schh.

dat dae i DAMN PISS OFF LARHHS!

stupidddddddddddddd.

i hate dat dae.

eat lunchh le go backk do again.

i slackk till like hell.

1 blockk $1..

sobbx.

den dat dae i thinkk i earn $21 onlii.

hahahahas.

den aroundd 5 liddat go backk schh again.

damn piss off again.

stupiddddddddddd.

den jiiu go help mr chia washh car.

1 person $4.

nt badd huhh.

hahas.

weilin.wk.smurf.

go help rozita washh car.

1 person $2 onlii.

hahaahhahas.

den after go hm.

me n yee went to westmall.

eat.

den meet weetiongg n marcus.

go bukit timahh de terrace dere do.

deyy keep on fight wif us lorhhs.

qi sii me.

hahahas.

den jiiu go hm le..

myy mummyy bringg yee go bukit gombakk mrt n wt..

marcus went home earlier.

4thh dae.

morningg went schh.

gt stupidd chinese enrichment.

sianx larhhs.

go backk schh ferr fun.

stupidddddddddddddddddddddd.

den after dat myy daddyy cum.

fetchh me.yee.wk.wt.

go myy father's office.

mop floor.

budden b4 dat we went to fetchh myy sis n bro.

sianx larhhs dem.

wa kakakas.

den jiiu go eat.

den after dat jiiu go office.

mop floor!

i didn't do anythingg.

busyy slackingg.

after dat.

waitedd ferr myy father's meetingg to endd.

den gt paidd.

deyy gt $2o eachh n me $5o.

wa kakakas.

i slackk i gt $5o.

den playedd awhile maple.

me.wk.yee.wt.

took 254 backk to jp.

den jiiu go myy house dere de terrace do.

do abt half hr like dat all leave le.

den i walkk hm nors.

hees.

wif him.

den after dat.

reachh home le.

hahahas.

den i forget wat happen liaox le.

5thh dae.

didn't go job weekkk.

hahahahas.

went to JP libraryy.

wif wt.wk.

den after dat.

aroundd 1o smthh liddat i leave le.

go findd yee at jp.

den we went to eat.

pigggggggggggggggggggg.

hahahahas.

den after dat we go eat lorhhs.

den go lib le lorhhs.

nv do hw.

went backk to jp to eat again.

me pigg.

wa kakakakas.

6thh dae.

went to do job weekk.

at myy new house dere.

den deyy cum myy house here do.

den i slackkk.

wa kakakakas.

den after dat.

went to myy hse behindd de terrace do.

den after dat go westmall.

den go beanice de house dere do.

reachh hm aroundd 1o.

7thh dae.

nv do.

cnt go out.

den lunchh went out to eat.

wif familyy.

den after dat.

myy father fetchh me go findd yee deyy all.

i nv do.

i wear hm clothes.

den went hm aroundd 5.

8thh dae.

go submit da cardd & moneyy.

den afetr dat went jp wif renee.

todae.

goingg out soon.

wa kakaakkakas.

kkaess larhhs.

endd here le..

buaiix.

alright.

todae went schh le.

FINALLY.

xD

hahahas.

skippedd schh ferr 2 daes.

miss schh sho muchh.

as if.

=x

i onlii miss da pple inside da schh..

hahahas..

anywaes..

veryy happyy todae.

cox.

IT'S DA EVER EVER EVER 1ST TIME.

I DID HANDD UP ART.

wa kakaakkakas.

yupps.

it's true.

it's da first time i handd it up on time.

wa kakakakas.

i m sho guaii.

as if.

lol.

i m jux afraidd of ahh ma's gohh naggingg here n dere.

stupiddddd.

he jux simplyy sux larhhs.

hahas.

anywaes.

my art.

was nt ALL done byy me.

yee help me alot.

thankx thankx. (:

hahaahs.

if nt..

todae haf to stayy backk to do le..

phew..

mathhs nt yet done too.

i m sho deadd.

haiiishhhh.

tml home econ practical test lehhs.

veryyy veryyy veryy scaredddd.

myy fingernails nt cut.

i dunchh wan to cut..

):

sobbx.

hao pa worhhs.

tml also oral.

die.

haiishhh.

engg onlii gt 19/3o nors.

sho lousyy.

at first i gt 21/3o de nors.

den dunchh no y teacher go cancel awayy da 21 put 19.

-.-"'

stupidd.

anywaes.

i haben gt backk myy geo paper yet.

mr laii todae didn't cum.

haiishh.

gt job weekk cardds too.

c liaox i jiiu sianx.

hahahas.

whole marchh hols gone.

teacher sure floodd us wif alot of hw de..

):

sobbx sobbx.

okk larhhs.

enoughh of myy rubbishh le.

buaiix~!

haiishh.

dis few daes dunchh no wat happen..

everybodyy all sadd sadd de..

bu yao zhe yangg ke yii marhhs?

wo de xin zhen de hen tongg.

kan dao ni men yi ge liang ge dou na me sadd..

wo ye hen sadd..

realli..

feel like cryingg but i swallow backk myy tears.

PLS!

cheer up everybodyy..

bu yao sadd le..

stop quarrelingg too..

c u all like dat i realli gt nthh to sae..

onlii can sae dat i m sadd..

nthh else..

cheer up..

ke yii marhhs?

kai xin ye yao guo yi tian.

bu kai xin ye yao guo yi tian.

wei shen me bu yao kai kai xin xin de guo yi tian ne?

weii shen me?

weii shen me jiiu shii bu ke yii kaii xiin?

i know it's difficult to stayy happyy.

but at least.

tryy.

smile.

it can at least help u to forget sum of ur sorrows..

reallii..

tryy it..

BU YAO SADD LE!

jiex.meiix..

):

cheer up..

qiiu qiiu ni menn..

zhe ge shi jie shang you xu duo shi qiingg wo bu dongg.

but zhi shao wo haii zhii dao..

wo you ni men.

dan bu yao sadd..

pls..

dunchh cut..

dunchh cryy..

cheer up..

i know it's hardd but at LEAST TRYY!

tryy it..

u all c me like happyy everydae.

but actuallyy.

deep inside myy heart.

i cryingg.

no1 knows de..

but at least.

i triedd to smile.

u too..

can tryy de..

last time.

u all alwaes cheer me up..

now..

it's myy turn.

cheer up.

bu guan fa sheng shen me shii qingg.

you wo zaii.

i can peii u all to laughh.

peii u all to cryy.

even can peii u all to die..

jux smile..

pls..

):

ytdd didn't blogg.

didn't haf any strengthh..

sobbx.

was sickk ferr dis 2 daes.

):

haiishh.

myy art nt yet done..

die le.

sianx larhhs.

todae actuallyy wan go schh de.

but horx.

endd up too weakk sho nv go le.

sobbx siia.

i MISS schh alot?

haahhahahas.

maybb bahhs.

but i miss myy fwens more.

dunchh no wat happen.

yee.

i gt scoldd u fukk n kaox mehhs?

haiishh..

pls stop quarrelingg le.

realli feel like cryingg when u all quarrel lorhhs..

haiishh...

ytdd didn't blogg cox cum home late..

veryy sickk larhhs now.

anywaes.

ytdd hadd great loads of fun.

wif yi.fernx.yee.renee.

realli fun..

took neos neos.

twice in neoprint shop.

once at arcade.

arcade de ishh nt group photo de.

i took wif fernx.

whereas yee.yi.renee took 1 together.

wa kakakakas.

ytdd hadd thumbs up too.

quite sianx de larhhs.

but da maze was fun.

me.fernx. was da first to get out of da maze.

we jux anyhow walkk.

fernx guidedd me alongg.

cox we meet while walkingg.

she holdd myy handd.

den we walkk.

jux anyhow bangg thru tables de.

wa kakakakakakas.

den thumbs up endd aroundd at 1.3o.

quite earlii de.

change.

den jiiu go lakeside mrt wait ferr yee.

cox yee nv go thumbs up.

she went to raffles countryy clubb ferr da bursaryy de thingyy.

all of us wear skirt.

except ferr rene.

she wear pants.

like ah bengg like dat.

hahahas.

den jiiu set off to lot 1 le..

1st time wear skirt go out wif fwens.

i look veryy uglyy.

hmm.

den jiiu go KFC eat first..

alot of pple larhhs.

wa kakakas.

anywaes.

we bluff yii dat we bought her a teddyy.

actuallyy ishh a bagg.

hope she like it..

indeedd she did.

veryy happyy..

den.

calledd tat yongg sir.

askk him if can go ACS (I) our ownself.

den.

he sae call backk later.

den yeo han sir calledd backk.

sae can.

(:

veryy happyy too ytdd.

i saw june ehhs.

veryy longg time nv saw her le.

becum more chio le worhhs.

hahahas.

den after dat.

me n yee left first.

went to je.

meet jiex dere too.

peii yee go mac buyy milkshake.

cox jiex haben reachh.

den we jiiu go aries.

i go buyy hairclips.

cum out dat time.

saw ya yan.smurf & wk.

den wk go slap me.

light light de larhhs.

hahas.

den jiex arrive le.

we jiiu go buona vista le.

gt campfire.

den.

change to full u at da toilet dere.

alot of guides inside da toilet.

hahas..

den.

waitedd ferr da rest to arrive..

quite longg.

den suddenlyy i stomachh pain.

dunchh no y.

cnt even walkk.

haiishh.

den deyy arrive le.

jiiu take 74 go ACS (I).

ACS (I) veryy bigg nors.

super bigg.

boardingg schh summore.

wa.

jealous.

nt like our kampongg ycss.

=x

hahas.

den.

reachh dere.

deyy askk us to take a pic.

zzz.

den deyy guide us go a hall.

veryy bigg nors.

gt aircon summore.

dis campfire veryy weirdd de.

gt aircon de campfire.

veryy shuangg.

den da "campfire" jiiu start le.

it's more like a gangshow larhhs.

no fire.no nthh.

onlii gt aircon.

n show.

quite funnyy.

tau hwayy gangg.

wantedd to laughh.

but cnt.

myy stomachh hurts alot.

sobbx.

den jiiu at dere ren lorhhs.

den suddenlyy ms kangg sms me.

i shockk dao.

i wonder who gif her myy no de.

den she sae her dere side gt wat handsome guyys.

haahs.

den aroundd 9.3o like dat endd.

myy parents calledd.

den deyy sae meet me at je.

fetchh me home.

den jiiu go home le nors.

in da mrt super crowdedd siia.

den mingjie tell me malcolm birthdae next tues.

askk me go celebrate wif dem.

but too badd.

i gt mathhs trail.

if nt i sure go de.

hees.

deyy 2 realli cute nors.

hahas.

den.

went home.

bathe.

eat.

todae..

felt veryy sickk.

whole bodyy veryy pain.

no appetite to eat at all.

haiishh.

keep on tear-ingg.

cox fluu marhhs.

fever 38.2 degress nors.

haiishh.

v irritatingg ehhs. ):

felt sho lonelyy.

haiishh.













hmm.

todae.

nt badd larhhs.

actuallyy ytdd gt post de nors.

post twice summore.

but sumthingg happen to myy blogg den haii me cnt post.

stupidd.

hahas.

anywaes.

todae 1st periodd.

chii.

gt backk paper.

i onlii gt 33.5 nors.

sho lousyy.

33.5/5o.

sobbx.

even weetiongg also higher den me nors.

unfair siia.

sobbx sobbx.

den jiiu scii.

gt backk scii test paper.

da mirror test.

23/3o.

hahahas.

partlyy ans was given to me byy ms tan n jiachengg.

lol.

den jiiu recess.

den after recess jiiu mathhs.

hmm.

i began to like mathhs more n more le.

hahahas.

den jiiu geo lorhhs.

nv listen nors.

at dere talkk.talkk.talkk.

wa kakakakas.

den.

after schh jiiu go jp nors.

last min de decision.

go dere do smthh.

wif yee.renee.him.

hahahas.

den jiiu go do smthh.

lol.

den after dat.

i left first narhhs.

lol.

took mrt home wif him.

hahahas.

den mummyy cum fetchh me at westmall.

HOPE TML WILL B FUN~!

lol.

(:

todae cum home quite earlii.

tookk cabb home wif fernx.

she payy half.

i payy half.

myy legg veryy pain.

i dunchh no y.

haiishh.

veryy veryy painn ehhs..

i dunchh no y nors.

PE dat time didn't run.

was limpingg nors.

haiishh.

geo periodd.

didn't do anythingg muchh.

onlii copyy notes.

mr laii sae tryy next weekk gif us paper.

sobbx sobbx.

anywaes.

scii.

quite happyy wif myy results.

i gt 22/3o.

if ishh over 1oo.

i gt 73.

needd 2 more markks den A1 liaox.

now onlii A2.

but veryy happyy le.

i still can pass.

hees.

thinkk can go bio.

veryy happyy. (:

den after dat.

jiiu pe.

nv run.

legg pain.

haf discus lesson.

i nv playy.

was busyy talkingg.

i hackk care mr lim.

den.

recess.

den home econ.

mdm banana nv cum.

sho happyy. (:

den da new teacher teachh.

nv teachh.

onlii talkk to us.

i took 15 mins to go backk to class to take da recipe.

sianx nors.

slackingggg.

den engg periodd.

playy zhong ji mi ma.

aiyaa.

nt fun de larhhs.

i busyy slpingg.

den jiiu art nors.

MOST HATE LESSON!

realli nors.

sho sianx.

he at dere scoldd scoldd scoldd.

sae abt his historyy.

den jiiu nagg nagg nagg.

SUPER DUPER IRRITATING CAN?

ahh ma gohh.

hmphhhh!

den endd schh liaox.

but horx.

fernx keep on askk me walkk quicklyy.

sho sianx nors.

haiishh.

den jiiu walkk wif yoksan.fernx to cheers.

buyy smthh to eat.

veryy hungryy.

haiishh.

den took cabb home le.