HAIS .
TIRED !
SO SO TIRED !
my legs turned jelly .
tomorrow hao xiang pon school AHHHHHHHHHH !

i`m SO DISAPOINTED !
LEAVE ME ALONE !
HAIS T-T

i`m SO SO hungry .
currently eating in front of the computer .
this few weeks are going to be hectic .
don`t have much time to rest .
many more things are coming up .
today can sleep until i shuang ! (:
my head still hurts .
&&& i seriously HATE those sec ones .
i mean those sec ones SCOUTS .
why ?
especially those indians .
not i racist or what .
but really they slack like mad .
while we working hard at there !
WTF .
so damn angry .
when we want put the wood back into the rifle range .
got 1 boy carry the wood .
then going to knock me .
i say .
be careful .
later hit me .
then he say what .
hit you also not my business .
WA FCUK .
i damn HOT lorhhs !
nearly wanted to shout at him .
but at least i controlled .

TIRED !
&&& i love him :X

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
today is not a good day for me .
MY HEAD !
so PAINFUL can ?
the stupid WOOD .
i hate you !
RAWR .
having a headache now .
hais .
i`m not feeling well T-T

MOODLESS LA !
totally no mood !
hais T-T

today totally moodless .
no mood !
left school around 7 .
went loitering alone at jurong east after that .
didn`t went home .
totally no mood .
meet parents at around 8 plus .
walked around .
gastric pain .
but who cares ?
then reached home around 1o .
ate , bathe , played computer .

excursion tomorrow !
pupils are encouraged to bring cameras .
how nice .
hais .

oh ya ,
me &&& him are not steading !
and i don`t have a stead !

MOODLESS AH !

just want to wait until you come back .
i promised i`ll wait .
though you don`t care .
&&& i don`t want to stead until you come back .
hais T-T


tired day .
sec 3 were all asked to stay back after assembly .
to sing national anthem .
damn lame .
but also good .
waste time (:
first 3 periods POA .
was very serious in doing work .
cause i seriously don`t want to flunk this subject .
walked from lakeside till chinese garden today .
then took MRT go bukit batok .
from there take cab home .
just reached home .
my back seriously hurts alot .
i don`t feel well .
felt sick .
hais .

bad mood today .
i don`t know why .
everything just changed like that .
used to be very close last time .
but now ?
drifting further and further apart .
from stead => god brother & sister => almost strangers .
walked past each other .
just like treat each other transparent .
cannot see anything .
jiu like that walk past le .
just like never see each other like that .
hais .
sad also like that .
also cannot do anything .
hais .

hais .
felt that it`s like rather ke xi .
read my lao po po`s blog .
realised that we have been friends for 3 years le .
stead 7 months 1 week 1 day .
now we also like not friends like that .
hais .
what can i do ?
nothing also .
i care you .
you asked me to go away .
saying that you no need care .
fine .
i go away .
but who knows that actually when i go away .
i`m crying ?
nobody knows .
hais .
sad but got use ?
now i only can live to my fullest .
with the love from my family .
and some of my friends .
hais .
that`s what i have now .
thinking of the past .
also no use le .
what i can do now ?
we`re like 'so called' strangers now .
yup .
we seldom talk .
since you want like that .
we`ll just let it be bahhs T-T

just reached home .
haha :D
took cab home .
school was alright today .
just that we ran 3 rounds of the canal during PE .
so super TIRED can ?
omg .
my first ever time running 3 rounds .
T-T
sweat a lot :X
haha .
after school stayed back .
did a little bit of homework .
i`m SO guai .
as if (:
LOL `
still got chinese workbook .
2 physics worksheets .
2 chemistry worksheets .
1 geography worksheet .
&&& maths homework .
there`s POA test tomorrow .
preparing to flunk it already .
today no need to sleep le .
so much homework to be done .

my schedule is also full .
tuesday => maths remedial , blindfold tentage .
wednesday => so called free .
thursday => heritage tour .
friday => scouts meeting 3.3o - 6.3o .
saturday => scouts from 9 AM to 1o PM
sunday => free .

there`s a survey thing next thursday for selected students .
heard from huiwen is from 3 PM to 1o PM .
siaos lorhhs .
and so sway .
i`m selected .
SO SO tired .
there`s hardly time for me to rest T-T
homeworks , homeworks , homeworks .

going out next saturday [=
9 more days to valentines day .
will i have a valentine ?
LOL LOL `
most probably celebrating with them .
or him .
or maybe him :X
&&& chinese new year (:
13 more days .
HEELS , HEELS , HEELS :D
i`m going to get it soon !
ta da `
enddddddddddddddd xD

wheeeeeeee .
just came back .
bought loads of things .
yup .
went out today at around 1 pm .
went to new house first .
see see .
look look .
nice (:
LOL `
then went to chinatown .
ate yu pian mian xian .
yum yum .
then papa want to buy the crystal thing .
while he buying .
i asked him for money .
he gave me $5o .
then i bought a hello kitty bling bling necklace , crown necklace , crown earrings &&& hello kitty earrings .
wish fulfilled (:
then we left the place .
after that .
was discussing whether to go bugis , marina square or far east .
end up .
went to marina square .
walk walk around .
went to puremilk .
bought that tee !
&&& that tank top !
nice nice can :D
wish fulfilled (:
then actually want buy jeans from face or whatever shop name .
but i don`t like .
then never buy le .
my mummy go try on some clothes at the shop don`t know call what name .
very long lorhhs .
RAWR .
then paid .
went to newbie .
i bought a shortsssssssss (:
wish fulfilled !
so happy larhhs !
this month spend alot of money le .
OMG .
will be getting my hello kitty coin pouch &&& another pair of star earrings tomorrow .
and my heels next week :D

i`m getting pampered .
so so loved by my parents !
i LOVE them too .
i`m going to work during the december holidays .
yup .
end here (:

AHHHHHHHHHHH .
i lost my $1o .
T-T
i don`t know who took it .
hais ):
sad la !
anyways .
i got my hello kitty bag le .
but not my hello kitty coin pouch and earring .
why ?
cause i lost my $1o .
never mind .
monday then get it (:
i want the heels and the tee from puremilk .
and the tank from puremilk !
so nice cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D
i`m broke le la .
like that wallet alot .
but i`m so broke T-T
cries *
haha (:
cheer up always !

yesterday slept very very late .
managed to catch a bit of sleep .
not feeling well .
morning stomach jiu pain le .
want to vomit .
but cannot vomit .
hais T-T
nearly fainted .
school okok lorhhs .
nothing much also .
just that i did something stupid .
think is too tired or what .
i forget to attach the powerpoint slides to the email that i sent .
AHHHHHHHH .
i`m so stupid !
SO SORRY !
hais .
then had chemistry test .
most probably fail le larhs !
hais T-T
then went to HQ lers .
after that .
went home .
and here i`m now blogging .
&&& i don`t feel well .

我的心真的受伤了。
hais .
those cuts (:
6 !
more &&& more .

look look look !
it`s 1.52 AM now .
ah haha .
i haven`t sleep yet .
stuck with this project .
printer can`t print .
diskette STUPID .
forget take thumbdrive .
sians 1/2 le .
hais .
3 more hours for me to sleep nia .
can`t sleep too .
too much things happen .
hais .
don`t want say le .
treat as nothing happened .
friends !
lend me your shoulders T-T

today went to school le .
nothing much happened also .
after school went to jurong point .
didn`t eat lunch .
yup .
totally no mood now larhhs !
hais T-T
i`m crying .
but who really care ?
nobody ba.
my heart is having a very weird feeling .
i don`t know what feeling is that .
i feel like crying .
and now i`m really crying .
i`m truly hurt .
yeah .