haix..

i m beginning to hate myself le..

now deciding wan transfer sch anot..

haix..

I HATE MYSELF!

i dunno y..

after breaking up with him..

something is lost..

n..

i m beginning to hate myself..

I HATE MY ATTITUDE.. HATE EVERYTHING OF ME!

how i wish..

i can jump down now..

i m under too much stress..

the trip to malaysia..

i was sho sad ferr the whole dae..

i dunno y..

not becox of him..

i dunno..

haix..

when can i find dat part of me..

so dat i can return backx to my ownself againx..

i m beginning to change..

alot alot..

sobx sobx ='(

alot of pple seems to hate me..

haix..

i know my character sux..

but..

i've already tried my best to befren euu all..

n being friendly..

if u all think dat i failed..

nvm lorhx..

i know i m so shi bai de..

nth seems to cheer me up..

not even a thing..

my mood was like moody moody de..

moodswings bahx..

happens only ferr the past few weeks..

n i had a very very weird dream yesterdae..

haix haix..

I M SHO SAD..

i dunno y..

now also sick..

haix..

wo zuo ren jiu shi na me shi bai de..

shi bai shi bai lorhx..

i dun care le..

dun care if any1 take notice of me..

dun care anything le..

now often cry..

everynite..

every1 seems to think i m a cry baby bahx..

haix..

dun care le..

no mood to do anything now..

later changing blogskins..

sobx sobx sobx ='(

shi bai de wo..

saying buaix to the whole world..