Thursday, June 09, 2005 ♥
x .Sad. x ♥ 3:50 PM
haix..dis few daes mood not gd.. sobx ='(..sui ran i love u alot.. but.. i m left with no choice.. u wan forget me .. wan do anything.. i dun care le.. do wat u wan bahx.. but.. jux to let u know.. u will alwaes be the person dat i love most.. never change.. though u r my 4th stead.. u r also the 1 i love the most.. the most i realli love..i m crying.. y m i crying again.. i should be strong.. cannot because of a relationship.. i becum like dat..who can help me?I VOW NOT TO HAF ANY MORE RELATIONSHIPS !y r dey so hurting.. i dun wan dem anymore.. i dun wan ..sobx ='( .. i m realli sorry 4 breaking ur heart..haix.. u wan forget me le.. u dun wan me le.. u dun wan wait 4 me le.. sobx ='( ..though i alwaes ask u to dun wait 4 me.. dun miss me.. n forget me.. n forget all the times we haf.. actually .. i dun wan dem to happen .. but.. u treat it seriously .. n forget me.. well.. i've nth to sae.. jux wish dat u can haf a happy life..i m so useless.. haix.. SHI BAI.. how i wish.. i dun exist.. i could jump down..haix.. i m realli HURT.. realli..i m going to stress myself.. stress till cannot stress.. i m NOT going to care anymore le.. STUDY ! STUDY ! haix.. sui ran alot of pple sae haf miracle.. i dun believe dem.. does love realli last 4eva?well.. i m going to play.. like siaox.. i m not going to get into relationships.. NO MORE !so sorry if i scolded u.. i m realli in a foul mood.. though u c me alwaes laughing.. my heart is crying.. but u all cannot c.. sobx ='(last word..i realli love u.. though we cannot be together.. i realli love u.. jux to let u know dat.. even if u dun wan to wait 4 me.. i will alwaes be ur guardian angel.. alwaes by ur side.. cox i realli love u.. realli.. i will continue to wait 4 u .. n not getting into relationships.. i will wait.. even when u gt married.. i will still wait.. till the dae dat we can patch up.. dat will be the dae when i will be my ownself.. the most happiest dae.. u will nv be replaced in moi heart.. never eva.. wo zhen de ai ni..zhen de.. dun wish to sae anymore.. i m already crying.. i m going to be the NEW me.. the gal who will change her character.. from the cheerful gal to a lonely, sad gal..wo bu zai hui tian chang di jiu.. zhi zai hu zeng jing yong you..realli love u alotx... haix...