Tuesday, June 14, 2005 ♥
x .Sianx Dae. x ♥ 2:03 PM
halox..
backx again to post..
kekex..
so sianx worhx..
haix..
wee tiong kor maybe cnt go camp ehx..
anywaes..
i also nt going..
lazy.. =x
kekex..
no larhx..
cox i going overseas marhx..
haf to miss the camp =(
hmm..
todae super sianx nehx..
also nv go out =(
kekex..
actually is dun wan go out..
not feeling well marhx..
headache + stomach pain..
sobx sobx =(
n..
guess wat m i doing now..
HOMEWORK..
kekekex..
so guai horx me..
hahax..
history somemore..
actually is help kor de larhx..
he left with history & chinese compo den can go..
so i help him lorhx..
but..
i dunno how to do ehx..
thinking very hard now..
till headache le..
hmm..
n..
i m also doing something..
i m missing him now..
missing him alot..
alot..
haix..
wonder when can we patch up?
actually..
i wan to ask him if wan to patch..
but..
he sure sae dun wan de..
cox he dun like me le..
n..
his father also dun allow..
better dun wan..
realli hope dat we can patch..
but..
i wonder..
sae break up de is me..
wan patch de also me..
haix..
very bad ritex me?
wan break also wan patch..
i wonder y m i alwaes the 1 who sae break & patch..
all things is all i do first den he do..
sobx ='(..
he cnt automatic de..
how i wish..
dat he can call me now..
but it's impossible de..
haix..
he also cnt SMS me le..
sobx ='(..
no 1 sae i love euu to me le..
no 1 muacksx me with love le..
no 1 care ferr me when i sick le..
sobx sobx ='(..
haix..
dun sae all dis le..
anywaes..
PU camp is on the 17th..
hope every1 can haf fun =)
all the best to euu all =)
especially Patrol D members..
kekex..
gd news..
i haf stop crying le..
but..
i jux can't forget him..
y ehx?
cox i love him too deeply..
even much more den i love myself..
haix haix..
but does he understand?
he wun de..
sobx sobx ='(
he wun understand how i feel de..
cox he himself has already forget me..
n..
his mood is happy happy de lorhx..
i think he has already get over dis matter le bahx..
his mood..
happy happy de..
hmm..
though i m happy to learn dat he is happy..
but..
i m sad..
i dunno y..
something is missing..
from my heart..
hope to find dat missing part soon..
but i dunno how..
who can help me?
anywaes..
i m going overseas le..
kekex..
2 daes onli..
hahax..
how i wish..
dat he can understand me more..
n be more auto..
but he wun de..
cox we haf already break..
=(..
sad sad de me..
sobx sobx de me.. ='(
all expected le..
haix..
when can i be the new me nehx?
i doubt i will be de..
dere is no 1 close to me..
sobx ='(
all my close fren dunno abt dis matter..
except ferr 1..
my very best fwen..
angella..
how much i miss her..
anywaes..
dun wish to talk abt it le..
my tagbox has gone crazy..
eeeeeeeeeee...
sobx sobx ='(
anywaes..
all the best to those who going to the PU camp =)
especially him..
all the best to euu =)
love u lotx..
though i cnt sae it to euu at MSN..
i can sae how much i wan here..
cox it's my blog..
personal..
his father also can't sae much..
cox dis is my own blog..
i wan to write wat..
i can..
no 1 cares..
no 1 cares ferr me anymore..
like the way he cares ferr me..
but i m not suitable ferr him..
for i m a BAD gal..
he is an angel..
i m a devil..
hmm..
kekex..
sad sad..
but still mux put a show ferr others to see..
dunnch wan em' to know dat i m sad..
currently hugging the pink bear bear dat Wei Haw kor gave me..
hehex..
thanks alotx..
also admiring the flowers dat he gave me..
love it alotx alotx..
feeling so sick now..
no 1 can hug me le..
he alwaes hug me tight tight de..
i enjoy the feeling..
but now..
i wun be able to experience it again..
but nvm..
i will still continue to wait ferr him de..
*jiayou* bahx me..
kekex..
gtg to do HOMEWORK le..
buaix buaix~
update tml again..
promise!!
kekex..
buaix buaix~
muackxxss.. love him lotx..