do u think it's stupid to wait ferr a person who doesn't love euu?

i m 1 example here..

i think negatively..

his mood now very happy..

can c dat he has already forget abt me..

n..

when i call wee tiong to ask him to call me..

we seem to haf nth to talk le..

he used to talk alot..

but now..

we doesn't seem close le..

we haf drifted far far apart..

very very far..

haix..

should i gif up waiting ferr him?

i think..

dere's no hope ferr us to be together le..

realli..

he doesn't seem to like me anymore..

but..

i m the 1 who si chan lan da..

my ex has asked ferr a patch..

i dunno wat to reply..

haf already rejected him..

hmm..

who thinks i should gif up on him?

who thinks i should not?

but..

all i know now is..

he has already forget abt me..

though he sae he wun..

he will..

n..

haven even years..

jux onli a few daes..

he has forget everything..

perhaps even our happy moments together..

sobx sobx ='(

cried yesterday nite..

when i think of our happy moments..

i sure cry de..

dunno y..

i think..

he wun cry de bahx..

hmm..

haix..

dun care sho much on relationships le lorhx..

but..

i still will not get into relationships..

i will still continue to wait ferr him..

even if he dun wan me anymore..

i will still wait..

no 1 can change my mind..

no 1 can..

not even the ones closest to me..

not even him..

no 1 can change my mind..

haix..

stupid ritex me?

keep on waiting..

though cnt patch up..

still wait..

i m sho STUPID!

STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID de me!

i haf change alot alot alot ALOT le..

cnt change again..

if not..

i wun be the previous me le..

haix..

stop here le..

buaix..