todae was nt a happy dae ferr me..

i feel hurt..

i dunno y..

feel very very hurt..

wan to cry out againx..

do u think dat it is worth to cry ferr some1 u like?

i somehow think dat it is worth it..

but..

i haf cried sho many times ferr him le..

nth much to sae..

hurt hurt hurt..

once againx..

nth much happen todae..

went collect newspaper after school..

with poh khee , li zhen , wee tiong & HIM..

actually sook yee tagging along de..

but becox li zhen going..

den she dun wan go le..

haix..

todae when he talk to me..

i was somehow nt used to it le..

n somehow feel a little bit shy..

i dunno y it happens..

n when he put his arms on me..

i was like abt to melt le..

my heart..

going to melt anytime..

realli feeling like pain..

dunno y when he put his arms on me..

i felt pain..

n i was reminded of the past..

i dunno y..

haix..

den collect newspaper till abt 4 like dat..

went back to sch..

do D&T hw..

den was abt to go home..

den christine ask me go help dem do the styrofoam board..

den i do lorhx..

with poh khee..

den poh khee leave sch at 5 something..

i & lennon pei her wait ferr bus..

den go cheers buy smth to eat lorhx..

hungry marhx..

cox nv eat lunch & recess..

dun realli haf the mood to eat even though haf mass run in morning..

now still can feel the pain..

n hurt..

dunno y..

hope when he c dis post..

dun get angry..

i didn't mean it..

n i left the sch at around 6..

with jesslyn, beidi..

den walk to rulang..

feel realli realli moody..

realli need euu at dat moment..

but u cnt be dere..

haix..

sobx..

realli feel like crying..

again..

i dunno y..

sobx sobx..

haix..

buaix..

ntex every1..

muackx..