haiix.

it seems like.

onlii my blogg understands me.

nobodyy does.

all fake.

maybb sum realli understands me.

but maybb dere isn't

haiix.

=(

realli realli confusedd.

tml haf gatheringg.

at west coast.

hope i can realli enjoyy myself.

whichh i know maybb i cnt'.

haiix.

god.

y u alwaes mux playy trickk on me?

maybb i shouldd realli wait.

after the streamingg year.

gt into bio.

n maybb.

can steadd.

but i thinkk.

no1 will wans me.

n i thinkk.

i dun wishh to steadd.

failures after another.

no more steaddingg.

it is jux another hurt.

nvmm.

dun thinkk abt it.

ytdd nite.

criedd myself to slp.

i realisedd.

smthh.

whichh i m nt goingg to sae.

haiix.

he blockk me in MSN.

i know he hates me.

but.

hope.

dat we can still b like in the past.

close kor n meiix.

but i KNOW.

it's impossible.

as DERE'S NO miracle in dis worldd.

but i realli hope ferr 1.

thinkk too muchh le.

='((

haiix.

CHEER UP BAHHX.

NING.

but i know it's impossible.

gif me 2 months time.

n i'll tryy to forget my love ferr u.

like how i forget ys.

i took abt 2 monthhs.

close to 3 monthhs.

until u came.

haiix.

='((

nvmm.

jux carryy on wif life.

jux cheer up.

n go aroundd to cheer pple up.