deletedd da first post whichh i blogg todae..

hmm.

anywaes.

ytdd didn't post as i was too tiredd.

slp earlii..

most probalyy later too.

dis few daes tiredd.

i wonder y..

haiishh.

anywaes.

ytdd too went libraryy wif rene.

had loads of fun (:

hmm.

den todae..

lessons.

nt badd.

art nv do.

dunchh no how.

lazyy too.

aiya.

den.

nv kenna scoldedd.

denn..

moodd nt gd duringg art periodd.

moodswings.

attitude probb too.

last time dunchh haf de.

now dunchh now y..

i walkk veryy fast..

leave fen mien n jerene behindd.

sryy ya.

didn't mean it.

moodd real sux.

mummyy fetchh me home.

den jiu reachh home le.

sec 2 life ishh sho stress.

gt loads of hw.projects.tests.

gonna die soon.

example.

=> decorate geographyy file front page.
=> maths hw.
=> engg compre.
=> eng spelling.
=> maths test next week.
=> science test next week.
=> home econ projects.
=> home econ homeworkk.
=> art homeworkk.
=> literature scrapbookk.

haiishh.

damn stress siia.

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tiredd le.

realli tiredd le.

how i WISHH.

i can b backk to myself.

last time..

where i m happyy.

livingg wif no troubles..

n nt like n0w..

sadd.

livings wif loads of troubles.

can time b turn backk?

i miss time at sec 1..

where i gt loads of fwens.

n nt now.

loads of enemyy.

sum.

last time muii veryy gd fwens.

n0w..

also enemyy le.

haiishh.

i wan to save backk our fwenship..

i realli do..

no chance..

realli no chance..

i wonder wat if .............. tell me de thingg ishh correct.

dat sum1 ishh behindd everythingg.

i dunchh no.

livingg wif a confusedd heart..

gonna suffocate soon.

wat shouldd i do?

i know.

even thoughh dere r advices.

it cnt help me..

as..

onlii i can help myself.

gif me sum time..

perhaps 4 - 5 months.

i will tryy to b da bubblyy me again..

40% can.

60% cnt..

haiishh.

but i will still gif it myy best shot..

i will..

tryy..

as ferr n0w.

accept me ferr who i m..

i will b fine after a cryy..

sho jux let me cryy..

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