心碎的感觉是非常痛苦的。
我知道是我的错。
但是我是不小心说出口。
我知道你是不会原谅我。
就算我再怎么做。
一切都是没有用的。

haiish.
sleepless nite ferr mii.
suppose normally i can slp till v late..
nw i cnt lers.
i dunchh hab da mood.
i realli miss him alot..
he said he wun sms mii anymre..
n askk mi to stop smsing him.
but wat i do ishh jux onlii to save dis relationship.
i knw its too late.
haiishh.
but i cnt c dis 7 mnths.1 week.1 dae ders relationship.
jux gone liddat..
y?
y mux u leave mii..
i knw its mii fault.
fer saying break sho many tyms till u cnt bear it mii anymre..
but i've gt mii reasons.
first few tym i askk ferr break ishh bcox ob mii parents..
after dat ishh bcox i wantedd ur care..
i thought its useful.
u caredd ferr mii.
but 2 daes later..
everytink changedd back to same again.
haiishh.
i thought break ishh da onlii way dat u can care ferr mii again..
but i was wrong.
everytink was wrong.
i did it all wrongly..
thoughh mii fwens askk mii to gib up..
i cnt..
its v v difficult.
morning we were fine but suddenly..
everytink changedd.
u said u dunchh mindd being hurt byy mii.
i knw i hurt u alot ob tyms.
but u do hurt mii too..
y u 1 chance also wun gimme?
jux once..
i quarrel wib u bcox ob a game..
ishh bcox u lie to mii..
u said u didn't play audition.
yet u can lvl up sho fast.
isn't dis a lie?
y can't u jux b truthful to mii?
i m angry nt bcox u won mii.
ishh bcox u liedd to mii.
mayb i m unreasonable..
haiishh.
but tink ob our past.
we were v happy..
in da library..
jurong east wan..
rmb?
i knw u hab forgotten already..
still gt job week..
those memories.
i realli cnt forget it..
no matter wat..
pple mayy nt believe wat i sae.
its up to dem..
i wan u backk.
i realli nidd you alot..
i onlii wan a last hug..
but u askk mii find another boy n hug.
u knw liddat..
can hurt miii alot..
i already said b4.
i DUNCH LYK other boys..
i onlii wan u backk.
ishh dat v difficult?
u said u still love mii.
but y u dunchh wan to patch?
u tell mii y?
u ren mii v long i knw.
but if we could start anew.
i assure it wun happen again.
its true.
but u dunchh believe mii anymre..
u said u wantedd to b alone.
i dunchh believe.
u will soon go findd another gal..
i knw wan.
u saidd b4..
if i shall leave 1 dae.
u will holdd on to mii tightly n nb let go.
but nw?
no..
u forget wat u sae.
u sae treat everytink as empty promises..
y?
i dunchh wan it to happen.
its all mii fault.
i guess i wun b able to overcome dis.
which i knw i WUN!
i cnt forget u..
come backk to mii side..
will u?
u wun.. x[ T-T
haiish.
sho long ders relationship gimme destroy.
but i did ask fer a patch da moment i said break.
everytink was too late.
its jux another 5 mre months to 1 year..
nw u also dunchh eben wan to patch n gimme a chance..
u also sae u wun talk to mii.
i guess i can onlii c u frm far far behind..
wib dis broken heart ob mine.

pple who wan to sae mii fault.
jiu sae bahhs.
i dunchh care anymre..
if saying mii could make him return to mii side.
i dunchh mindd letting you all sae umpteen tyms.
wan to sae i flirt.
sae bahhs.

i knw he wun readd mii blog or mii secret blog anymre..
haiish.

sryy fernx.
todae suppose to go out wib u.yii.yee to bugis to celebrate ur bdae.
but i dunchh hab da moodd.
enjoy urself..

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