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Love, forever ♥

Thursday, April 12, 2007 ♥
hais . ♥ 10:01 PM

i just know something dat i`ll never wish to know .
how i wish i could just be kept in the dark .
but dis wun do me any good .
it`s better to know everything now .
its better to be hurt now den in the future .
i dun wan to fall even deeper n deeper .
the truth always hurt .
but dere is no running away for it .
no matter how much u run away ,
end up u also must face the consequences .
life`s just like dat .
dere`s happy times .
n dere`s sad times too .
for mine is mostly all sad ders bahhs .

actually i ownself also dunno .
i dunno how to pick myself up n walk again .

刚放弃一段上新的感情,
又来了一个我根本也没想到的东西。
不是没想过,
只是没想到会这么早就发生,
我不知道要怎样爬起来,
不想去面对这个残酷的事实。
但是,
如果我不去面对,
我所受到的伤害会比现在还多,
可是,
我真得不懂要怎样做才好。
我真得不懂 。。。
放弃是一定要,
但是我不懂要怎样!
伤害是一定会有。
我不想哭,
可是不知道为什么眼泪会自己掉下来。
是应该伤心,
还是快乐?
我已经一次又一次的被伤害,
也许这是我应得的吧.
我可以让人开心,
但是我却不能让我自己开心,
我不知道要怎样去面对.
这对我来说,
根本不是一种不正常的事,
我已经习惯了.
可是,还是会有怪怪的感觉。

i`m glad dat i`m not kept in the dark .
i dun wan to be a stupid ________
no matter wat ,
life still haf to go on .
i just need to figure out wat i should do for my nxt step .
but i really dun wish to tink anymore .
just hope dat dere`s someone to guide me along thru my life .
den i need nt do anything .
but dat`s impossible .

dun b guilty ,
it`s nt ur fault .
everything starts from me .
i`m the source .
it has nth to do with u .

i dunno whr to pick myself up .
i just haf to depend on myself .
Sigh ..