woke up at 7 + in the morning .
all thanks to my parents .
i REGRETTED having a queen size bed .
dis morning ,
they each took one side ,
sleep on it .
& start to tickle me !
i couldn`t bear anymore and finally ,
i woke up .
T-T

went to boonlay for breakfast .
damn full larhhs .
walk walk around .
after dat ,
went jurong west .
my 2 sisters wanted to cut hair .
while waiting ,
my mother , brother and me .
went to jurong west market .
went venus and i bought loads of things dere :X
hahahah .

reach home around 11 .
had tuition at 11.15 .
learn natural log , changing of base & a maths coordinate geometry .
finally ,
i understood natural log & changing of base .
but ,
i don`t understand coordinate geometry .
RAWR !
will have tuition on the following dates :

o4.o5
o6.o5
11.o5
13.o5
15.o5
17.o5

after dat ,
i`m FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
went to causeway point with papa today .
took MRT dere .
he damn funny can ,
got car don`t want drive .
say want take MRT cause never take before .
LOL !

walked walked around and bought a pair of shorts .
bought ink cartridge & eraser refill .
den went to took his phone from nokia .
after dat ,
train-ed to bukit batok to take his car .
hahah .

going to bath soon .
dis blog is causing a lot of trouble .
izzit due to over sensitive or what ?
i don`t wish to know or care anymore .
attitude & more .
i have enough .
wat u think of me .
suan lers .

hais .
next tuesday jiu shi my birthday lers .
sure nobody remember or will care ders .
suan lers bahhs .
going to delete away the celebrate at sentosa on my birthday ..
hais .
going to have a lonely birthday dis year again .
xi guan lers bahhs .
hais .
never mind bahhs .
treat as i say nothing .

shall end here lers .
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee`

the distance is getting further and further apart .
everything is like happening so suddenly .
i don`t know how to lift myself up again ,
after all those hurts / sadness .
just treat everything as my fault now bahhs .
saying more things will only cause more misunderstanding / troubles .
i don`t know what`s happening now .
whose the good person ,
whose the bad person .
wat should i do ?
hais ..
i guess ,
i just have to pave a way out for myself bahhs .
nobody can help me .
it`s just so complicated .
life`s never perfect .
those sweet memories are all over .
i`m left with those bitter ones .
yes .
damn bitter ones .
i only have myself to depend on now ,
to lift myself up ,
and to continue with my journey ,
the rest of it .
how i wish ,
someone will be there for me ..
but it`s like so impossible ..
realities hurt ,
but i have to force myself to accept it .

hoping that i will get the real birthday present that i wanted .
only i know what i wanted .
nobody can give it to me .
i don`t want anyone`s help .
& i mean it .
i got it last year ,
though sick ,
but i`m happy .
i don`t think i will have it this year again .
cause nobody will remember it .
it`s not one ,
but two .
jiu dang wo mei shuo guo bahhs .
hais .