Thursday, September 27, 2007 ♥
<3 833053664 ! ♥ 9:42 PM
what should i say ?disappointed ?happy ?elated ?hais ,i really cannot find any words to describe my feelings now .thinking back ,i suddenly find myself overwhelmed with emotions .felt like crying ,but nothing comes out .laughing ?i can`t even bring myself to laugh out .should i blame u for scolding me because of that matter ?should i blame u for always accusing me because of that ?should i blame u for believing them instead of me ?should i ?reading those chat logs of urs .i don`t know what word i should use to describe myself .a fool ?what should i do ?i don`t even know .因为他们 ,我们闹成这样 .就连现在 ,我们连一句都很少讲 .我该怎么办 ?是怪你 ,还是什么呢 ?if i were to ask u this question ,in ur heart now ,are they more important ,or am i more important to u ?perhaps ,i will get an answer that i loathe .i doubt i can ever get an ending that i hope for .its all impossible .fate ,its always playing a trick on each and everyone .in the midst of mugging for tomorrow's geography paper .
that was all craps .
don`t even bother to view my source or whatever .
说到这里 ,我的心感到一阵，一阵的刺痛 .hais ..