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Love, forever ♥

Friday, November 02, 2007 ♥
hais . ♥ 10:02 PM

getting noober and noober in audition .
hais .
i wonder what`s with me .

i`m not happy .
i can`t make myself happy .
i`m fretting over loads and loads of matters .
i don`t like this feeling .

i can`t get to sleep every night .
i always turn and toss before i could really sleep .
my mind is in a whirl .
my heart too .

i hate to have this kind of feelings .
i don`t like it .
i just can`t seem to cheer up .
i can`t smile like how i use to smile .

i can`t find anyone to confide to .
all i can do is to bottle up my feelings in my heart .

i hate this .
i hate this side of me .
i can`t cry even if i feel like crying .
i can`t scream even if i feel like screaming .
all i can do is just to keep everything inside me .
this feeling is terrible .

what can i do ?
hais .
T-T

我只能一直这样做,
我该怎么放弃你?