today is 23rd sep .
well ,
a month ago (23rd aug) ,
we broke up .

all those messages sent ,
those hurtful words ,
all of them are still vividly in my mind .

well ,
this break-up seem to be just recently only .
haha .

times passed much faster than i expected (:
anyway ,
i managed to survive eh !

at times ,
i felt that i`ve given up already .
because i no longer see him secretly ,
all those stuffs that i once do when we were together ,
i`ve seem to stop doing them le .
(:

but this is a fact that i cant change .
i still like him .

no matter how much i want to run away ,
how much i want to avoid .
he is still in my heart .

upon reading xinyi's blog ,
i strongly agreed with what she posted .

quoted from xinyi's blog :

"True love is all about loving someone just because they are themselves
and not their actions and values.
True love never asks for any amendment of your traits but accepts you
as you are along with your positive and negative attributes.
Being in true love is such a divine feeling where you will unsurprisingly
lay down your own comfort for the safety and happiness of your love.
True love doesn't yearn for reciprocation from your love.
It is a strength in itself that gives you selfless valor even at the
weakest end of your life.
True love is also termed as unconditional love which is a strong bond
between lovers or spouses which is claimed to be at a much higher
point than bodily desires."

this paragraph is really meaningful .
i`ve tried to accept your flaws ,
but did you tried ?

anyway ,
prelim results are out already .
i attained 3As (1A1, 2A2) , 1B (B3) , 2Cs (1C5 , 1C6) and 1F.

ms lee said my 49 for english will be pushed up to 5o .
hope so .
so that i will get a C6 for english instead of a D7 .

English :
Paper 1 : 31/6o
Paper 2 : 22.5/5o
Oral : 21/4o
Overall : 49/1oo (D7)

Maths :
Paper 1 : 61/8o
Paper 2 : 63/1oo
Overall : 7o/1oo (A2)

Science : (scroll down for results)
Overall : 57.5 (C5)

F&N : (cannot disclose coursework marks)
Theory : 74/1oo
Overall (including coursework) : 74/1oo (A2)

Humans : (scroll down for results)
Overall : 28/1oo (F9)

POA :
Paper 1 : 32/4o
Paper 2 : 47/6o
Overall : 79/1oo (A1)

B3 is for 'O' level chinese .
if my english is C6 ,
my L1R4 = 16 .
improved by 3 points .

as stated from my previous post ,
i`ve met 5 out of the 6 targets set (:
some of them are better than expected ,
some just met .
only humans didn`t make it .

well ,
i`ve not put in much efforts i guessed .
T_T

shall end here ,
i need to study .
bye .

i still hope that you will return back to my side .